:)

Yes, it's you again!!

2009-09-06T21:47:00.003+08:00

NAKAKAINIS!

Alam mo 'yun sobrang tagal na kasi pero 'pag naiisip ko sana kagaya na lang nung dati. Yeah right, may sarili na kaming buhay! Masaya na siya pero I can't help it. Minsan nakakalimutan ko, minsan sobrang naiisip ko and honestly nakakadepress 'yun. Damn. I don't know what's with you that make me fall for you over and over again. FC*k. Hindi ko na alam gagawin ko, minsan iniisip ko na sana ako na lang siya di ba. E basta ayoko na sa ganung buhay. Haaaay. Sh*t. Sana ibang tao na lang siya di ba para mas madali na lang 'yung buhay ko! Oo alam ko para na kong ewan, kung anu-ano sinasabi ko pero hello sobrang hindi ko alam kung ano ba talaga. Sana maayos na 'to or sana maging OKAY na ko. Dati akala ko closure lang ang kailangan ko, damn ang dami ng closure wala pa din. I'm still longing for that person. Errrrrrr....... :(((((

ANIMO LA SALLE!

2009-05-12T10:50:00.001+08:00

Orientation day 2

Ang aga ko 7am pa lang andun na ko, naupo ako sa bench sa may football field dun kasi ako pumasok sa north gate e di yun sound trip muna tas tnext ko si jessee malapit na daw siya e di yun. Nagkita na kami tas hinanap na namin yung block namen e hindi namin makita kaya ng-cr muna tas hinanap ulit ayun nakita na. Nagsign up kami tas binigyan ulit ng name tags. Naghintay sandali din akyat na sa chapel, grabe ang ganda nung chapel para na ding simbahan ichura ee. May mass guide pa kami (freebie 6) ayos. Nung mass na nagshare yung isang De La Salle Brother tas ang funny niya may pagka conyo pero not bad. hahaha. Recess after!

Recess- mamon and water (freebie 7) same table pa din with the 8boys ang kulit nila close2 na sila agad. whew. After line na and balik sa classroom.

Nagpray first then ininform lang kami about sa university rules and sa academics sana talaga kayanin namin yun. whew.

Lunch. Beef terriyaki w/ pansit and brownies with fit and fab. Ayos hindi ko ulit naubos I guess dahil picky eater ako? haha. whatever hindi naman halata. Change tables na, dun na kami with the rest of the girls tas may kasama kami na 3 boys sa table ayun di kami maka catch up sa kanila pero mabait naman sila sana maging kaclose ko din sila ayun. Mahaba habang kwentuhan at kulitan din yun tas nag magic pa yung isa kong classmate at hindi ko nakita. hahaha! Line up na then St. La Salle hall na para dun sa maraming freebies at introduction ng mga offices, sports club and varsities.

Umakyat kami hanggang 7th floor full na kasi yung elevator, so hello kapagod yun. Nadrain na lahat ng kinain namen sobrang pawisan kami and all buti na lang may extra t-shirt ako. whew. Nagpahinga lang sandali then akyat sa next floor para dun sa mga freebiesssss nung mga orgs andaming flyers candy,sticker,pin ang binigay hindi ko pa nadala yung green bag na binigay kahapon pero ayos lang. Rest sandali ulit tapos akyat na sa 9th floor parang sa High School musical lang yung basketball court dun smaller version lang tas may gym sa side. Ayun ayos naman may mga pacontest yung mga sponsors tas parang scripted anyway bayaan na. Ha ha ha! Nagintroduce yung mga offices, sports club, varsities and the like so there amazing yung Capoeira gusto ko sumali, yikes. :)

Ang galing nung Animo Squad-Green, Animo Squad ata yun basta yun nagsayaw sila amazing talaga first time ko makapanood nun na Live dun sa mga collegiate na cheerleaders ayun. Tinuruan kami ng cheers ng DLSU ang astig kaya nila/ namin. nieeee. hahaha. fave ko yung D--L-S--U, animo La Salle! astig yung mga hand gestures okay hangang hanga ako sa kanila then sign out na tas uwian na. Dapat bibili ako ng PE kaso sarado na yung bookstore bastos hindi ko alam kung kelan kami babalik dun my gash baka maubusan na ko. :( niaak. Dun kami sa gate malapit sa Mcdo nagpunta ni Jessee since dun siya susunduin at nasa Mcdo sila daddy. Ayun bbye na sa pasukan na lang ulit kami mgkikita-kita.

ANIMO LA SALLE!

Punta ulit kami Robinson's Manila, nuod kami ng Ghost of Girlfriend's Past ni Bianca. Bili sa KFC ng hotshots at float. Ayun tas cinehan na, ang ganda nung movie pero habang nanonood e katext pa si klaresse at jen. Masaya naman. Kumain kami ng dinner sa Tokyo Tokyo e dapat bibili ako sa bread talk e wala na yung bread na gusto ko so hindi na lang. Ayun sinundo na kami nila mommy tas uwi na. :))

welcome to La Salle!

2009-05-11T08:33:00.000+08:00

Orientation day 1

Mga 7.30am ako dumating, ang registration ay 7 at 8 ang start ng program-- not bad. Sa central plaza yung reg so hinanap ko yung block ko-- E86 and to my surprise walang tao dun sa block ko yun pala dinala na sila sa yuchengco hall 8th floor. Nakakatuwa kasi pag sign up mo palang may bag na na binigay and meron pang laman sa loob (freebie 1). Ayun so naghintay pa ng ibang E86 habang naghihintay may mga lumapit sa ken na LAMB (La Salle AMBassadors) ayun so nagtanong lang sila ng ibang stuffs and over all mababait sila. There was Kuya Alex, Kuya Michael and Kuya James, they came from different departments and volunteered themeselves for us *froshies*. Sinabay na lang kami sa ibang block then punta kami ng auditorium.

At first, na pa- WHOA! ako kasi ang ganda parang theather na siya ay theather na ata talaga, tinuturuan kami ng mga actions dun sa prayer songs and it was great. Many ~~unknown~~ people had given their speech, enough for me to think that I made the right choice. :P Of all the blocks ng Engineering department I think my block was the most ~~energetic~~ slash that off, grabe it seems like most of us isn't that active as those of the others but so what? hmm. Then the President of DLSU gave us a 6 decade rosary (freebie2) sounds strange? it's strange for me either. The emcee's introduced the cultural arts club and they left us with an open mouth, wush it was such a great performance that I myself wanted to join one of those unfortunately I've got no talent at all. uggh.

Recess afterwards-- ensaymada and water (freebie 3). Dun ko nameet ang first friend ko in DLSU and she was Jessee from Siena College in QC, she was quiet and reserved like me? uggh. nvm.

After eating we went to St. Joseph's building and we went in a room where I/ we got our entrance exams. Aside from the LAMBS we were also assisted by Mr. Patrick Cantiller a professor in Biology and was also a La Sallian. We were given a sheet of paper was asked to place our nickname in a vertical position and in to it we would write adjectives to describe ourselves, so yah I hate that part kasi P- A - T - T - Y okay wag ng itanong; tapos ginroup into 2 yung mga 1 gumawa sila ng circle tas yung 2 outer circle naman kami yung iikot dun sa 1 para makipagkilala over all it was fun kasi yung iba okay kausap yung iba naman walang masabi so yun masaya before leaving the room we had a prayer then lunch na.

Chicken terriyaki w/ pansit and brownies yung food with fit and fab (freebie 4). Okay naman kaso ang hirap kainin nung chicken. Nahiwalay kami ni Jessee sa mga girls so kaming dalawa lang na girls dun sa table with 8 stranger boys. Parang pinagtitripan ni Mykee si Jessee e, kaaliw xa kasi patawa kasi inaaway niya yung mga LAMBS namen which is Ate Alennie and Kuya Sherwin grabe bagay silang dalawa yikes may love team agad. Then after ng lunch nag-line up ulit and balik ulit sa classroom.

I hate this part-- getting to know St. John Baptist De La Salle, my gash since after lunch hanggang 4 yun lang ang ginawa namen kulang na lang makatulog ako sa antok. May mga papers kasi na ibingay tas may mga 7bookmarks (freebie 5) kasi 7 key events to the life of St. John Baptist De La Salle, e may question portion mamaya so ang ginawa nung leader namen is nilagay yung mga sagot dun sa bookmark may consequence kasi sa mga loser kakanta/ sasayaw sa harap so we didn't want that. So after nung mga pinasasagutan, chineck muna ni Sr. Pat yung mga answers namen may ice breaker naglaro kami nung parang the boat is sinking pero paa yung gagamitin, kung ilan yung number na sinabi nila yun lang din dapat yung paa na nakatapak sa sahig so losers ulit ang may consequence, gnroup kami into 3 magkasama kami ni Jessee! Ayun nung una 13 e 13 kami so tig-isang paa lang hanggang sa naging 5 na at hindi na namin nakayanan, buti na lang yung isang group yung talo. hahaha! Inannounce na yung loser dun sa 7key events e di 3 groups sila, ang consequence kakanta nga e di kumanta sila ng ABCD hahaha! Tas dun sa feet game, ang consequence ay isspell ang MISSISSIPPI using their butts hahaha! funny to end that with a prayer afterwards ended our classroom session.

Campus tour kung saan saan kami napunta pero masaya kasi parang natatandaan ko na yung mga lugar na pinuntahan namen. Sabi dun kami sa Bro. Andrew building, the tallest building in DLSU campus it has 21 floors but got only four elevators so good luck na lang. :P After ng tour uwian na nagsign out na lang kami so yun. Kapagod pero masaya. :))

Hinintay namin si mommy sa Robinson's kumaen kami sa Bread Talk after nun umalis na din kami mga past 7 or 8 grabe sobrang napagod ako. whew.

It's good to be in DLSU, I hope I would have a great time during my stay in the university. :)))

[ EDIT ]
freebie 1
*DLSU bag
*DLSU planner
*brochures
*Animo Sim card (GLOBE)

it's better to be green

2009-05-06T16:42:00.004+08:00

Ayun past 8 na kami nakarating ni daddy sa DLSU, madaming tao pero mabilis magenroll. Si daddy nagenroll saken para makapagpapicture na ko and medical/dental. Okay medyo hinanap ko pa kasi kung saan yung place for picture taking buti na lang hindi ako nawala. Mabilis magpapicture sandali lang ako naghintay tas diretso ko sa clinic tas dun sa dentist, e wala pa ko nung form grabe kakahiya buti na lang mabait mga tao. Haha! E di yun punta ko dun sa katapat ng room dun pala kukuha ng forms e 10.30 pa yung sched ko mga past 9 andun ako so naghintay lang ng sandali tas binigyan na din ng forms nasagutan ko naman ng maayos. Ha ha! Tas pila na dun sa may nurse para dun sa physical exam mabilis lang din tas may pinabasa na set of letters hindi ko na mabasa yung iba so yun after dun sa clinic na para sa medical para lang siyang series of test na ginagawa sa school except yung isa okay. haha! Tas dental na, ayung in good condition daw yung ngipin ko after nun pumirma then tapos na. Hinintay ko na lang si daddy dun sa may bench e baka hindi niya ako makita kaya tumayo ako tas meron group of students dun nilapita ako tas parang ako huh?! na-shock talaga ko kaya tumango na lang ako sa mga questions nila. Ayun ang bait nilaa na-impress ako, okay medyo oa na pero sana wala kong classmate na sc at ma-a. haha! I'm crossing my fingers hoping na wala pero imposible na wala.

Here's my sched for the first term

dreamin'

2009-05-02T10:43:00.002+08:00

OMG napanaginpan ko last time 'tong blog ko and guess what? may mga tao daw basta I know them na nagpunta sa blog na 'to and saying different comments about my post-- Home. I'm wondering why e yun naman talaga yung gusto nung tao. So I immediately check my blog to know if it was just a dream or not good thing dream lang. :)

Maiba tayo, maya-maya punta kami sa binyag ni Miggy (anak ni ate gem) so yun may swimming party na din pero hindi ko type magswim kaya mg-PSP na lang ako mamaya. hahaha! Sana dumating lahat ng pamangkins type ko makipaglaro sa kanila as in habulan. HA HA HA! nakakamiss na din makipaglaro kasi 3rd year na ata yung last e pano everyday may mataya-taya.

Happy 17th Birthday ate joanne! wish you all the best. :D

24

2009-05-01T17:22:00.002+08:00

Shoot ngayon ko lang narealize na meron na lang pala akong 24days para magbakasyon kung bakasyon man ang tawag dito. HA HA! whatever.

Nagpa-manicure at pedicure kami kanina ng kapatid ko sa Reyes, ayun french tip pinaggawa namen. Gusto ko kasi ng dark blue e wala kaya yun na lang tapos dapat magpapagupit din ako e parang gsto ko pag malapit na lang yung pasukan kaya siya na lang nagpagupit. Ang ikli na ng buhok niya ngayon feeling ko hindi bagay kasi medyo panget buhok niya. Hindi naman sa nilalait ko pero kailangan na ng treatment!! Nagpalagay ako ng psp game- GTA liberty city ayun fave ko yun dati pa e nabura kaya yun pinalagay ko ulit. hahaha! :D

[ EDIT ]
* Fiesta dito sa may 3 nag-invite ako ng konti pero hindi ko alam kung may pupunta. hahaha.
* Birthday bukas ni ate joanne, 'wag niyo siya kalimutan batiin aaa? :)

you got my ♥ skippin'

2009-04-29T19:48:00.005+08:00

These are some of my photo manipulation, hmm yeah right they're not as good like those of the others 'cmon I'm just starting so please bear with me. :D

hilarious

2009-04-29T11:45:00.004+08:00

Jen had introduced Boys over Flowers to me before, I didn't pay attention since I'm so not into Korean dramas that wasn't dubbed. I mean I can't understand the story by just reading the subs, yeah nuob na me. haha! Since I was bored to death yesterday I've decided to watch BOF in mysoju.com though I didn't like it. I saw the pictures of the main characters and Kim Bum caught my attention. He's so cute and his smile just makes me melt like I was an ice cream in hell. huh? haha. I think he's my new crush for now, nothing realistic though I hope I would find someone like him. yay asa naman. hehe.

[ EDIT ]
I was supposed to go to school today to accompany my sister for her enrollment but since I'm busy searching for Kim Bum's pic I didn't join with them. HA HA HA! isn't it hilarious?

I'll upload some of my photo manipulation with kim bum. :D

anyway bb for now, til next time! :)

HOME

2009-04-28T14:33:00.005+08:00

It's been 3 or 4 years now when we first met and I've been searching for the perfect song that would best describe our relationship back then. Something that we can call our own. It's funny 'cause I just found that song now when we both have separate lives already. I'm not doing this to win you back, I just wanted to do this for closure I guess? I know it's been a year already when we last talked to each other and I think I've already moved on. I've already forgotten everything that happened between the two of us, I can't even remember what happened between the two of us. Nah, don't get me wrong I know this is what you've wanted ever since so here it is.

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky, I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
'Cause this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

CWTS

2009-04-28T13:17:00.002+08:00

Ayun finilupan ko na yung form na binigay ng DLSU para sa enrollment, e requirement sa freshmen yung nstp (rotc/ cwts). Gusto ko nung rotc sabi ng tatay ko cwts na lang, siya nanaman nasunod. Nakakainis kasi gusto ko nun ayaw ako payagan nung 3rd year ako dapat mag-cCO ako e hindi ako pinayagan iniyakan ko pa yun non tas ngayon pati ba naman college nako nakakainis naman. Haaay.

NakakaBORE dito sa bahay facebook lang ang karamay ko. Balak ko manuod ng Boys over Flowers kaso nakakatamad ee, loading palagi mainis ako nito e. hahaha! Wala naman akong namimiss. hahaha! Wala naman talaga ee.

Ang weird ko minsan gusto ko na pumasok, minsan naman e ayaw ko, minsan naman natatakot ako at minsan naman e naeexcite ako. Isa lang ang sure chesterd at LONER ako come may25. Si Mark lang ang kakilala ko magkaiba pa kami ng course so loner na talaga 'to. haha. Hindi pa naman ako palagi gumagawa ng first move when it comes to meeting new people, basta tahimik lang kung pansinin mo ko e di pansinin dn kita kung hindi bahala ka. hahaha! ang weird ko talaga...

**Sorry kung nonsense ang post na to, anyway wala naman ngbabasa nito. hahaha. bye for now :P

i'll miss this...

2009-04-21T13:30:00.005+08:00

Antagal na nito, nakita ko lang kanina sa folders ko. so un. Nag-confe kami one night, biglaan lang kasi tpos un na. haha. Saya ng usapan, sana maulit. Bukas aaa. hahaha.

SLEEPING TIME! :)

2009-04-17T12:01:00.004+08:00

Jen texted me last night informing us about her new no. obviously she availed the Unlitxt so basically I availed it also. I think we had agreed to avail the Unlitxt together every time so there it is, we've talk about different stuffs. Rey, kickers and Ara texted me also and we've talk about different things so yeah. I slept early 'cause we're off to Manaoag by 3am so yay for me.

I slept and slept and slept 'till we got there already, dad just wake me up. haha. We arrived there at 7.30am I think? We attended the mass which is for 30 minutes only. haha. After the mass, we went to a beach to eat our breakfast then they bought some goods there. We went home after because mom needs to talk to people in our shop, I slept again and dad woke me up again because we will eat in Chowking so there. I didn't have the chance to text Jen again because I felt dizzy. I think I had colds and yeah colds for heaven's sake colds on summer time. Feels good like hell.

I slelpt again so I basically slept the whole day because I'm very tired like BIGTIME!
This post was very senseless and it was all about me-- sleeping. haha.

Pearlene's celebrating her birthday today so don't forget to greet her aa? hehe. :))

huh?! :D

2009-04-15T21:21:00.003+08:00

Ugh. I think summer's gonna kill me now. I've been stucked in our house like hell, and I really really want to go out and be with my friends but I'm too lazy because it's too hot outside. haha.

And since I didn't avail the UNLITXT for almost a week now and I kinda missed texting somehow. haha. Good thing restaurant city (a game in facebook) helped me to kill my time haha. I've got enough sleep also and it feels soo refreshing!! yay.

We're off to Manaoag tomorrow. :)) I've got nothing to say so bye for now!! :D

[ EDIT ]
My friends and I had agreed to watch T2 on the 22nd haha. I'm very excited!!

i love you mom!

2009-04-03T19:16:00.002+08:00

Mom's celebrating her 43rd birthday today! Yikes! We went at Pancake House a while ago to eat our lunch there. It's mom's treat for her birthday! Yeah, I'm such a stubborn kid I didn't even bought something for mom. Anyway, we took some pictures while waiting for our food. I love my mom, she's the best! I can't make a decent post because words aren't enough to express my feelings of gratitude and love for her. This may sound a bit cheesy but hell yeah, my mom basically do everything for us and I love her just the way she is. My life wouldn't be the same if she's not my mom.

I LOVE YOU MOM! :D

heart broken isn't it?

2009-04-02T21:11:00.006+08:00

I had a bad night last night, I know it was all my fault. My childishness transformed me again into a different person-- someone that you've never known before. Depression really kills me, it makes me do things which I've never done before. Uggh. I slept early because Jen and I had a little fight and it was all my fault. Yeah I know.

I woke up at around 8.30am, I opened my phone only to found out that there's no text coming from her or from anyone else. I'm thinking of apologizing to her but then before I could do it, I received her text message explaining how things happened last night. I immediately replied telling her that I'm not angry anymore. And that's it everything went well, I missed our conversations with "sense." haha kidding. I'm much happier now, thank you for making my day.. :D

[ EDIT ]
This is it, I think I got a crush on someone! yay for me... :D

unreasonable :| :(( : \

2009-04-01T09:31:00.008+08:00

I dunnow lately I'm becoming ~~unreasonable~~ ??! huh? I don't know why. I've been thinking about different stuffs and guess what, it makes me lonelier and lonelier each day. Ugggh. too much drama!! (sigh)

I don't know but feeling ko bumabalik ako sa dati, and I don't want that considering na wala na akong babalikan and and and I don't want to ruin something ~~special.~~. errrrr. I don't know if it's because summer lang kaya ako nagkakaganito or what? My life is in hell right noooow. I need someone to talk to regarding this matters but I can't even say this stuff to her. Pooooooor meeee. Honestly, super boring dito sa bahay and I've got nothing to do kundi magtext, mag-computer at manuod ng TV isn't that amazing?? :(((((((((

Ugggh.... ayoko ng ganitong feeling, feeling ko mababaliw na 'ko kakaisip. tsssss. darn summer! Bakit kasi hindi pwede gumala kung kelan walang magawa na something productive.... tsssssss...
haay nako so much emoooo naaaa. I'm not emo btw. f*ckin' summer. hell.

jogging

2009-04-01T07:40:00.005+08:00

Naisipan ko magjogging kanina so mga 1am gising pa ko. Ayun out of boredom at gusto ko na din ng some sort of exercise nagjogging ako mag-isa dito sa village namen.. Ayun dala ko psp para makinig ng sounds tas yun. Nakakatawa kasi pinagtitinginan ako ng mga tao e hello hindi naman ako yung unang nagjogging dito. Ewan ko ba, nahikayat ako ni Forrest Gump na tumakbo ok hindi kailangan na manisi pa. Hahaha!

6.30am ako gumising tas 6.45am ako nagstart, ewan ko pero pag balik ko 7am pa lang. Ganun ba ako kabilis at naikot ko ng 15mins? hahaha! Weird talaga. 1 lap lang ginawa ko kasi hello para na kong mamamatay sa sobrang hingal, kapag may aso lakad muna tas ibabalik yung normal breathing tas balik sa pagtakbo. hahahaha! nagenjoy ako! sana magkaroon pa ako ng strong will at determination na magjogging ulit bukas.. hahaha! HOPEFULLY hindi ako tamarin...

'till next time. :D :) :]

16th birthday = UBER FUN!!

2009-03-25T21:24:00.005+08:00

March 23
Ayun, text2 with my friends! Grabe unexpected, andami bumati. Sobrang saya, oo yun lang natutuwa na ko pag marami nakakaalala. Feeling ko kasi alone ako pag walang bumabati saken pag birthday ko. So yun emo nanaman ako. Past 12 na ko natulog nun, pinilit lang talaga namen magpuyat ni Jen para lang sa birthday ko! Thank you and ily. :D

March 24
Sobrang puyat! katamad bumangon, pero bumangon pa din kasi magsisimba kami para sa birthday ko. So yun breakfast sa Chowking w/ Lola tas yun binigay na yung birthday gift! Dahil puyat ako, natulog ako ulit tas ginising ako kasi tumawag si Jas istorbo talaga yun kahit kelan. Hahaha! Joke lang, hindi na ko nakatulog ulit nung tumawag siya!! Naligo and nagprepare na umalis, ayun sobrang excited nila kesa sken. hahaha! Dinaanan sa Mcdo si Dlyn at Jas tas hinintay sandali si Marianne (classmate ni bianca) So yun. Direcho na kami Mcdo bocaue para kay Bel at Jen, major pahintay yung dalawa pero okay lang. Si Aleey binilan na ako ng ice cream! Thank you! Mga past 1, umalis na kami papunta ng Mimosa, grabe ang bilis ng biyahe. Habang nagbbihaye kwentuhan kami, sobrang miss isa't isa e. Tas may gift si Jen saken t-shirt sa artwork tas dapat may cupcake pa, e wala so yung t-shirt na lang daw. Si Dlyn at Jas meron din daw, kaso naiwan ni Dlyn pero okay lang! Dumating na sa Mimosa tas kaen sandali tas bihis tas swim naaaa!

Slide kami agad! Uber fun! Main event ang slide! hahaha! Punta kami sa Lazy River kaso nabore kami, kaya sa waves na lang. Pakamatay ata si Bel at Jas, dun sila sa malalim. Kami ni dlyn, jen at ako dun lang sa gitnang level pano lunod na e. Bait ni Jen sinamahan kami!! Ayun, Slide ulit tas may nakita kami na bakla, nung nakatagilid kasi siya, mukha talaga siyang babae tas sabi ni Jen hndi bakla yan. Napatingin samen kaya iwas tingin na lang, baka awayin kami ee. Hahaha! Lipat sa waves ulit!! Nakita ulit namen yung bakla tas naghubad ng shirt! Bakla nga! HAHAHA! tawa kami ng tawa nun aa. Lakas trip.. Tas sinulit yung slide hanggang iclose na, lakas trip namen sa slide kasi humihinto kami sa gitna tas sabay2 kami, lagi kami pinipituhan nung life guard!! SAYAA talaga, tas nung close na, inakyat namen yung slide tas kunwari slide kami. hahaha! Sobrang laugh trip kasi wala ng tubig so kinakaray namen yung sarili namen para dumulas. hahaha! Picture2 after, sobrang dami nung pics may video pa! hanep talaga yung trip namen e. Umalis na kami ng Fontana, e wala pa dadi ko so nilakad namen malapit na kami umabot sa gate nung dumating daddy ko. Ok lang naman kasi laugh trip habang naglalakad, may sugat kami ni Jas and sobrang mahapdi!! :((

Pagdating sa villa kumain muna, dapat kasi magsswim pa kami sa Mimosa kaya lang dadating daw yung boys any time e baka hindi namin maabutan so wag na lang. Inaya kami nila Mommy na manuod nung show pero bawal pala kasi sa Casino pa pero okay lang din nakakatamad na lumabas e. Naligo tas sobrang hapdi nung sugat, imagine dalawa na siya yung isa mejo maliit palang. Hindi effective yung pulbos ee. Nagpicture2 sa kwarto, kaso ang galaw namen so imagine na lang yung mukha namen. Dumating na yung first batch ng boys, ayun binati nila ko tas pinakaen na sila kala namen may sabay-sabay na sila, yun pala may second batch pa. Nasira daw kasi yung shower nila kaya hindi pwedeng iwan. Saya nung sa first batch dami kwentuhan ee, pero umalis sila ng maaga. Dumating na yung second batch at ice cream lang kinaen nila, pero ok lang andami nung binili na ice cream ee. Sansali lang din sila tas di pa kami ngpaalam kasi nagunahan na kami sa higaan, Jas kasi ee. haha! Joke lang. Kasya naman pala kami ee, hindi kami makatulog ni Jas kaya bumangon kami para magpuyat. Usapan namin walang tulugan, tas yun naano siya dapat ako din kaso di natuloy. hahaha! Uminom ng coffee after kaso nilagay ko kasi yung mainit na tubig bago yun e lumamig na pero ayos lang. Nilagyan namin ng kalahati na black coffee yung 3in1 ansarap niaa. Tas lumabas si Jen, naglaro ng cards (tongits at bluff). Bumalik na sa kwarto yung kapatid ko tska si Marianne tas naggising si Dlyn, si Bel lang natira dun sa kama. Nagkwentuhan kami!! Sobrang laugh trip ee kung anu-ano kinwento nila, naaliw talaga ko. Nagising din si Bel! Tas second round ng coffee! Grabe adik kami, kumain sila ng chips ako ice cream na lang. haha! Lumabas kami sandali para mag-ghost hunting! nakakatakot yung drive way, para daw Balete Drive tas coincidentally Mimosa Drive yung pangalan nung drive way, bumalik na kami kaso yung pintuan sira pag sa labas kaya nagpanic na kami, buti na lang mejo gising pa yung kapatid koo. Hoo. kung nagkataon lagot kami. Nagstay na lang kami dun sa isang sulok tas kwentuhan ulit!! By 3am bumalik na kami sa kwarto, nakatulog kami ni Jen tas si Jas, Bel at Dlyn mga 5 na natulog, pinagtripan pa nila yung boys. Sabi ba naman na nasa Fontana na sila sa Beijing street e California lang yung boys tas nilakad lang daw nila. Loko talaga yung dalawa. Mga 6 tumunog yung alarm-- Single ladies! Hahaha! May naramdaman ako, pero nakayakap saken si Jen kaya di ako makatayo kaya inalis ko muna yung paa at kamay grabe pinagpawisan ako dun! Dahil sinakop ni Jen ang higaan ko, doon ako kela mommy natulog. Nagising ata ako ng 8 tas kaen na kami after. Konti lang nakain ko kasi para akong nasusuka, kaya binigay ko kay mommy tas siya yung kumaen. Nagpalit na kami tas swim na!!

March 25
Dala pa din namen yung shades!! Dapat slide pagdating kaso closed pa, kaya Lazy River muna tas dun sa pambata. Dumating na yung boys tas binigay kay Gene at Bene yung ticket nila. Saya dun sa ship part kasi may slide, pinagtiyagaan na lang namen habang wala pang slide! Tas sa waves na!! Exciting talaga, muntikan na ko malunod loko si Bel at Jas ee. Hinihila ko sa malalim kahapon pa yun. hahaha! Kasalanan ko ba maging maliit!!! hahaha! DRAMA! Nagpunta na ng slide tas inaya namen si Gene kasi nagiisa siya, kinakabahan pa nung una. Nagbaback out pa nga ee. Sobrang saya nung slide! Nung second round nakita yung boys kaya inaya na din sila, sumunod sila sa taas. ENJOY talaga yung slide, gumulong gulong pa kami dun!! Exciting talaga! Natamaan ng paa ni Dlyn yung sa may tenga ni Bel, sabi namin First Aid naa e ayaw nia kaya nagpunta na lang ulit sa waves. Tas sabi ni Emo na lumipat daw si Dlyn sa may amen basta lang daw. Sobrang sakit talaga nung kay Bel kaya sinamahan namin ni Dlyn sa Clinic, binigyan siya ng ice. Pinatignan na din yung mahapdi kong sugat! Nagevolve na yung isa, lumaki na din (ouch) Nilagyan ng gamot, sobrang hapdi nia and all. Napa-HOO na lang ako kasi mahapdi talaga!! Hindi na ko ngswim after dun na lang sa may umbrella, tas kwentuhan w/ the boys. Andami napagkwentuhan, kung anu-ano pero enjoy talaga. Hmm. Nung dumating na sila Jas napag-usapan na picture2 kasi malapit na mag12. Nagpapicture kami dun sa may ship tska dun sa water factory -- AJ ang camera man!! haha! Hindi kami nagkaintindihan ng dadi ko, dapat punta pa kami sa villa ng boys e andun lang pala sila. Sayang di na natuloy....

Ligo muna kami sa villa after kumaen na, sobrang konti lang nang nakaen ko tas sila sobrang gutom pala! Pero okay lang yun madami naman food ee. Tas balik sa Fontana para ipalinis ulit yung sugat namen! Naamaze ako kasi connecting basta! As usual, masakit talagaa!! Tinakpan yung sugat para di tumama sa shorts tas sabi ni Dlyn para daw kaming bagong tuli!! Sama. hahaha! Daan sa mini stop para dun sa long waited na ice cream na sinasabi ni Jen saken, bili din sila ng ice cream! Nilibre ako ni Jen, thank youuuu! First time nia ako ilibre!! Tulog along the way sobrang PAGOD ee. Ayun, si Bel unang hinatid sa bahay, analaki ng bahay nilaaa! Tas si Jen, e mejo traffic so kwentuhan ng konti. Grabe paikot-ikot kami dun sa may kanila andami kasing naka-park na jeep dun. HAHA! aliw talaga yun. Next si Jas at Marianne, grabe never known yung lugar nila!! Lalo naman yung kela Jas napakaliblib, hindi ko na alam kung san kami napunta! hahaha! Si Dlyn yung last, sa may Mang Inasal siya bumaba kasi andun din pala Mommy nia. So yun uwi na after, nagtext muna tas natulog. Mga 7 ako naggising tas ngol. Grabe y!m tas text di ko na alam uunahin!! haha! Dami kwentuhan tas may nalaman pa ko na dalawang news! ayun. Congrats parehoo!! :D

Text2 hanggang ma-deadbat. Hoo. Sooper FUN!

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Thank You guys for making my birthday extra and uber special!
I won't forget you!
'Til next time
I love you

♥PATTY

Together-Forever : ALPHO

2009-03-22T20:29:00.005+08:00

Graduation yesterday

Kickers yung kausap ni mami na bakla, hindi dumating on time kaya naghanap pa kami ng bukas na parlor para mag-ayos saken. So yun nakahanap naman, kay Ed dun sa may pagbaba ng simbahan. Nakita ko dun si Mary and Dianne, patapos na sila samantalang ako ee, sinisimulan pa lang. So yun nagmadali umalis tas pagdating sa school d pa start so picture2 muna! Grabe ang gulo ng processional, ewan ko ba. Tas punta ng glee club, ayun nagiiyakan na yung iba habang kumakanta tas nung end na nung mass, farewell w/ glee clubmates tas nung kay ace na nagyakapan kami tas naiyak kami pareho. Ewan ko ba, haay tas balik na dun sa upuan. Nakipagpalit ako kay Jus ng upuan para makatabi si Jas tas yun picture2. Kwentuhan habang binibigay yung diploma sa iba, sayaa. Kaso parang malungkot na si Jen, d na masyado nagsasalita ee.

Tas nung kami na, ayun okay naman. Fake talaga yung medal kasi natatanggal bwiset na yan. Tas maraming pledge na sinabi, tawa nalang kami. Tas recessional, hindi nagawa yung pinraktis dahil samen! Nasira lahat kasi magulo na, parang may stampede! ay oa, basta di ko maexplain. Pasimuno talaga kami! Tinginan mga tao samen tas nung nasa gitna na, sabi e balik daw punta na ng stage para mgpapicture. So yun, pinagkaguluhan ulit kami, ang dami kumuha ng picture. Di na nga namen alam kung saan kami titingin ee.

"St. Alphonsus conqured the STAGE"

Imagine, gusto din ng ibang section na magpapicture dun pero di kami umalis. Yeah! selfish na, pero ganun talaga ee. Dun kami nagiyakan! Niyakap si Jen ng matagal, umiyak kami pareho. Undefined yung feeling nung mga oras na yun. Todo iyak kami ee tas yakapan with classmates. Gali Love 'em talaga!! I'll miss them all..

Nilakad namin mula gym hanggang building ng naka-heels, sobrang sakit sa paa! Binalik yung toga kay Ma'am Limbang, apaka tagal kung anu-ano na ngyari ee d pa kami tapos. Binigay na din yung grad pic. Darn, chura kooo. Parang pasan ko yung daigdig. argh. Sabay kami umalis ni Jen, pinagpaalam ko siya sa parents niya para payagan sa Fontana sa birthday koo! Tinext ko na din yung mom nia the other night e d pa daw sure kaya pinagpaalam ko na ng personal. So yun, pinayagan siya!! Sobrang sayaaaa! :D:D

Punta ng QC, kain kami sa Steak Town!! Sobrang sarap ng food. Uwi na din after, kasi sobrang major pagod na ako!! Andaming gm nakakatats, sobrang awww ee. Natulog ako tas yun text2 naa. Nagshower din kasi sobrang init. Ayuun, si Aleey huling katext. Maaga din ako natulog ee, not sure kung what time. Ayuun..

Lungaw!!
St. Alphonsus 08-09

Mamimiss ko kayooo sobraaaa!
I won't forget you!!!
I love you so much!!!!!!!

roller coaster.... :)) :( :[ D: :D >:|

2009-03-16T20:16:00.004+08:00

Nakakamiss magpost pero nkktamad din. Andami na nangyari saken, grabe roller coaster ride talaga pero hell ang saya! Sobrang hell bago mag-exams dahil sa clearance and all e buti na lang kumpleto na ko. So yun exams as usual mahirap syempre dating gawi. hahaha! sama us Grabe simula nun bad trip na samen si Julie at bad trip din kami sa kanya! Hoo lagi na lang high blood and all. Hindi naman madumi yung classroom pinagpipilitan pa din niya, hindi naman xa naglilinis e. bastos talaga yun..

Syempre ALPHO, hindi mawawala ang picture taking. Simula nung last time na wala si Ma'am Maclang 'til now picture2 kami. Hindi lumampas ang isang araw na walang picture2. saya2. Yung first week ng practices halos wala kaming ginawa naglaro lang kami sa classroom yung iba cards (bluff, tongits, pusoy dos, 1-2-3 pass, ungguy ungguyan, etc.) tas kami2 naglaro kami ng jackstone. Kainis sanay talaga ako nun dati ngayon e hindi ako makausad sa 1. Bwiset na yan nkakainis talagaaa. Nakakahiya talagaaa. Nagdala din si dlyn ng chinese garter e hindi ako marunong kaya sila2 na lang naglaro. Tas naglaro din kami ng doctor quack2 (ay tama ba spelling ko? whatever) haha! Yun si Jas yung taya 10 years bago kami natapos. Naglaro din ng pass the message, si jen laging taya!! Pano ba naman ssbhin palang kung kanino e nagstart na kami magugulat na lang siya Got it na!!

Hyper talaga alpho.. dami nangyayari each day!

Gratitude day nung saturday! Nagtampo pa nanay ko, bakit daw yung mga boys e may regalo sa parents ako daw wala. Susko icompare daw ba ko sa boys tsaka tinago ko lang para surprise. Haha! Tawa lang ng tawa nanay ko, pano ba naman sa kanya ko lang din hiningi pambili nung clay tas nahuli nila ako na ginagawa sa photoshop yung gratitude poem. Care bear ayos lang yun no. Bas trip nga e, nagkasakit ako ng bonggang bongga. Nahirapan tuloy kumanta nung mass tas nilagnat daw ako nun. Tas after punta ng SM Manila para bumili ng heels, e sale pala kaya andaming tao. Punta sa department store para sale na, madami pa choices nahirapan lang humanap ng heels na may size pero nakabili din ako.

Nagserve ako yesterday kasama kapatid ko pati yung classmate nia. Nagpagupit kami after, magkaiba pa kami ng pinagpagupitan. So yun uwi after tas kumaen, toothbrush at nagbihis dahil punta kami Cavite-- blessing ng bahay ni ninong. Nagmamadali pa Dadi ko e maaga pa naman, dumaan pa kami ng Robinsons's bumili ako ng perfume tsaka tissue para sa sipon ko. Bumili din ako ng ice cream sa Dairy queen-- the best yung rocky road! Nakuha ko pa kumaen ng ice cream e may sakit na nga ako pero infairness parang bumilis paggaling ko. Weird talaga! Tas punta na ng Cavite e maaga pa daw kami kaya dumaan sa Island Cove tas sight-seeing, kumain ulit. Natulog ako sa car, sobrang pagod e. Tas ginising nung andun na okay lay yung bahay ni ninong, e wala pa xa dun kaya kwentuhan muna kami. Tas nung dumating siya sumabay na kami kumaen tas sinabi ni dadi yung sa Mimosa e sabi niya sagot na daw niya yung villa, so natuwa naman ako kasi dun kami mag-overnight sa birthday ko imbes sa Fontana. Hindi macontact yung friend ni dadi dun ee. So yun, excited mami ko kung anu-anong food yung sinasabi na dadalin para sa mga Alpho girls! Mga past 9 na ata kami nakauwi, hindi na ko kumaen kasi nabusog talaga dun sa food dun sa blessing kela ninong. Text2 with bf--Loka Jenika. E inaaway ko pa dahil parang hindi sasama sa birthday ko.. Sobrang sad naman nun, nakatulugan ko siya dahil matagal magreply. Nabad trip din ng konti hahaha! Hindi major bad trip katext ko na ulit paggising ee. So yun!

Kanina
Second to the last FRC na namen, wala pa si Julie kaya ang saya2!! hahaha!Sobrang sakit sa paa nung heels, buti na lang dala ko slippers ko kung hindi e sugat2 na paa ko. Nag-extempo at talumpating di-handa kanina sa amphi, yung extempo part lang yung napanood namen kasi hindi pa bukas yung classroom nung binuksan na dun kami nagstay tas nagpalit ng slippers kasi sobrang sakit sa paa. Naggupit ng bangs si Jas hahaha! Si Bel at si Jas lang yung naggupit pero ayos naman! Pinipilit nga namen si Jas na full bangs na lang e para karamay si Jen, e ayaw so yun. Sa IMC kami ngpraktis so parang parusa samen dahil naka-heels tas dun pa. Praktis ng mga songs pati nung pag-akyat sa stage and all. Kami yung last section na tatawagin, sikat nanaman kami. HAHAHA! kidding! :D

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Nagkasugat yung paa ni Jas, sobrang sakit daw. Naawa naman ako sa kanya kasi napaiyak pa siya nung nilagyan ng gamot nung nurse. Pinahiram ko yung slippers ko sa kanya pero kinuha ko pa din dahil masakit din paa ko. Hahaha! Sama me! Nilibre pa kami ni Janine kanina sa KFC sobrang bait!! haha!

another unforgettable experience

2009-02-22T16:46:00.002+08:00

So yun, maaga ako nagising so mga quarter to 6 pa lang gising na 'ko, sakto nagtext si Nikki so yun text2 muna kami. Sumama ako magsimba kela mommy tas after kumain sa Mcdo, pagdating sa bahay natulog ulit. Pag gising ko, punta ko ng Reyes para magpamanicure/pedicure. Dun ako palagi kasi mejo malamig dun kesa sa iba. So yun, nakita ko 2 third year papagupit tas syempre dedma kasi hindi kami close! hahaha! Pag uwi kain tas natulog ulit ako, pag gising ko naligo tas sugod na sa bakla! hahaha! ang panget talaga nung word (kay jen galing 'yan e, kaya ganyan) hahaha!

Maayos naman yung ginawang make-up saken nung bakla, after dun uwi tas hinintay na dumating sila mommy, so usapan kasi namin 6.30 andito na sila sa bahay so parang mga 7 na sila dumating. Naiinis na talaga ko nun kasi ang tagal nila, so yun dumating na sila tas mga 7.30 nasa skul na ko. Tapos picture2 kami, tas start na daw yung promenade. So nagpanic ako kasi wala pa yung partner ko na third year so mejo pinahanap ko pa siya kay andrew. After ilang minutes dumating din siya, ang bait nga ee. Well. Tas dinner, ang panget ng food nakaka badtrip. Medyo gutom na kasi kami nun tas yun lang yung food. Major disaster talaga, as in. Nasa Ignatius kami so parang left behind kami sa mga nangyayari sa labas, pero ayos lang enjoy naman kasama yung mga taga-Ignatius ee. Nagpicture2 yung Alpho so parang wala ako nun, wala man lang nagsabi saken. Hahaha! Bastos talaga... pero okay lang. Nung paalis na si tricia, picture2 ulit andami kaya nun. So parang pinagkaguluhan kami nung dalawang photographer, ang saya tinginan samen yung mga tao. Aliw!!! Ang saya talaga. hahaha! Sumayaw ako after nun, AJ- first dance tas Ralph- last. Thanks kay Gene at James, nagkaron pa kami ng pic ni James. Hahaha! Ayy first time ata na may pic kami ni Jen---- yun wallpaper ko ngayon bff ee. Bad trip ang aga ko sinundo pero ayos lang kasi may serve pa ko ng umaga.

Mga 3am na ko natulog kasi may hang over pa ko nung sa JS, tas nakatulog din. Nakapagserve ako tas masaya ulit kasi andun si CRUSH nagserve ulit siya so sana next month 8.30 pa din. Yee kinikilig ako! hahaha! Tulog pagdating tas nung nagising ako, text tas online. Tas tulog ulit, nung dumating sila mommy kanina nagpadeliver kami sa Mcdo ng kapatid ko ayun solve solve nanaman. hahaha! Andami nagsasabi na pumayat ako, so parang ang lakas nila mambola. Hindi ako nagpapayat nooo.. Wala ako balak. hahaha! :D:D:D

yieee!

2009-02-20T18:32:00.004+08:00

Hoo. parang ang tagal since nagpost ako, nakakatamad kasi at kahit andami kong dapat ikwento, natulog na lang ako. At least productice sa time d ba. Nonsense ulit, ba yan. Yieee.. bukas na 'yung prom at last natuloy din! Dapat kasi nung feb.14 pa e ayun bukas na lang daw. Excited na ko, type ko kasi yung gown ko ee. Hoo.

Ang saya ngayon kasi andaming absent tapos madami din excused para sa coutillion!!! Saya-saya! ang konti lang namen tas andami naming trip. Absent si sir Dadey tas nagbigay ng seatwork, e binigay kay mel so si mel parang nagpapractice para sa coutillion. So yun wala kaming ginawa, 'yung iba naglaro ng cards pero kami ni Jen tumambay lang sa may aircon tas nagkwentuhan. Grabe first time ata yun tas kung anu-ano pa pinag-uusapan.

Last Period: Physics- ang saya kasi hyper si ma'am, aliw ako pag hyper siya. Kung anu-ano ginagawa! Tas naaliw din ako nung discussion, nung ngdemonstrate siya nung sa something na bilog tas basta amazing talaga! ahaha! para akong bata, pabayaan na malapit na grad ee...... :|

Kahapon
Masaya din, bumili kami ng bubble gum tas tinago namin para walang manghingi kaso kakatago namin naubos lang nila pero ayos lang.. Nagrecite ako sa English ng "The Creation" nagvolunteer ako para hindi na doble yung kaba kasi SS ngayon ako ee. E di yun last ako, tas sabi ko ako na lang pipili ng stanza ko. Tinanong ni ma'am 'yung alpho kung gusto daw ba nila na ako na lang, so yun stanza 11 pinili ko e sabi ni ma'am isama ko na din yung 12 so sinama ko na din. Hindi ako nag-actions kasi hindi ko napractice, buti na lang yung stanza 12 tinuruan ako ni jas bago yun so tawanan sila lahat nung ginawa ko 'yun. Pinakita sa'min yung grade 50 ako tas may + hindi ko alam kung ano yun. Sayaaaa. Tas cr as usual. Nung last period: RE, wala si ma'am e naaliw kami magpicture2 as in adik talaga. May pinapabigay na sasagutan kaso sabi nila picture2 na lang. So yun di kami gumawa tuloy pa din, tas dumating na si ma'am sayang naudlot yung picture2. Pati nung uwian ayaw paawat nila vanessa. Saya talaga sa alpho... :D:D:D

combo day... :D :) :]

2009-02-01T19:48:00.002+08:00

As usual ngserve ako sa simbahan kaso nakakahiya kasi 7.30 ako nagpunta e 8.30 pa yung serve ko, alam ko naman. Mali lang talaga yung orasan ko, kainis. E di yun nagsimba na lang ako, tapos nung Ama Namin na, naaliw ako dun sa bata kasi ang init ng kamay niya at napaka-tight nung hawak niya saken. So yun natuwa na ko nun. Tas na love at first sight ako dun sa isang tao sa simbahan. Hahaha! Wala lang.. Ang oa love at first sight talaga..

Ayun, pinakilala sa ken si Ivi 4th year college na siya taking Comp. Sci. sa San Sebastian College. Habang nagseserve kami iniinterview ko, kung anu-ano mga tinatanong ko sa kanya kakahiya nga ee. Ayun, para siyang ngoobserve at the same time tinatry kung ano mga ginagawa kasi requirement din daw sa kanila. So yun hinikayat ko na sumali na samin. Kasabay ko siya ulit sa piyesta 6.30 at 8.30am. Nakakatuwa kasi nagtuturo nanaman ako, ay nagfeeling. Hahaha!

Dapat punta kami ng mall kaso epal yung kapatid ko, meron pa daw siyang project so nanay at tatay ko na lang yung umalis. Naawa ata sa ken nanay ko kaya iniwanan kami ng pera pang Mcdo. Hahaha! Ang babaw ko talaga masaya na ko nun. Nagsiesta ako tas text2 kay bene, nakatulog ata si Jen so yun. Kung anu-ano pinag-usapan namen, meron pang pang THE BUZZ na tanong. Napaka controversial niya, at malalaman lang yun sa tamang panahon. Hahaha! Naaaliw ako kasi napakahaba ng sagot niya at medyo convincing. Ayun lang.

Ay combo day kasi andami kong nakitang crush sa simbahan! naaaliw ako. Sana every Sunday ay Combo Sunday. Hahaha! asa! :D

Wala nanaman kwenta mga pinagsasabi ko. ahaha! :D

Sports car (yung yellow at black)

2009-01-31T07:33:00.002+08:00

Ayun, medyo nakarecover na 'ko sa mga nangyari kahapon. Medyo hindi nga ako nakatulog kagabi dahil dun, sounds oa pero totoo. Gash. Hmm. Dapat magsisimba ako ngayon kaso hello paggising ko 7 na pala e yung misa mga 6.30 sayang talaga, bukas na nga lang ako magsisimba.

Ang weird ng panaginip ko kagabi, kasi parang madami kami nun at nabigyan ako ng chance na idrive yung sports car (yung yellow at black) tapos pinahiram daw saken yung yellow ayun na-carnap, saklap naman. Tas 'yung black nagamit ko naman kung 'di ako nagkakamali akin yata yung black, tas ginagamit ko 'yun pangkarera, tas binangga bangga ko daw yun pero nanalo naman ako. Tas may kumausap daw saken si Ephraim sabi bagay pala sa babae yung black car, binigyan ko daw siya ng hint pangregalo sa gf niya ata or something..

Ayun. ang weird ng post ko. Hahaha! Halatang bagong gising at fresh pa yung mga pangyayari sa utak ko. :D

first and definitely the last...

2009-01-30T22:41:00.002+08:00

Ayun hindi ako pumasok kanina kasi alam kong walang gagawin, awarding and assembly lang naman kasi. Hindi din ako nag-eexpect na mahohonor ako kaya hindi na lang ako pumasok. Kailangan ko ng rest, grabe ewan ko ba pagod na pagod na pagod na ko. (weird much) OO.

Nag-internet lang the whole day tapos siningit na rin yung paggawa ng PA project tas tulog to the max. Ayun, nabigla ako kasi paggising ko may text message si Bel sabi ~~honor daw ako~~, so syempre hindi ako naniwala agad. Akala ko talaga namalikmata at ginugood time lang nila ko, tas yun nga totoo pala. Ang saklap kasi mga 2.30pm niya ko tinext tas mga 3.30 ko na nabasa so HELLO maaabutan ko pa sana 'yung assembly kung mas maaga ko nabasa 'yung text. CRAP ang saklap talaga ng buhay ko, kung kelan third grading na ng Fourth Year dun pa 'ko nahonor. BASTOOOOOS. Sobrang nagsisisi ako kasi nga hindi ako pumasok, hindi tuloy ako nakaakyat ng stage. Sayang din yung experience. HOOO. Super xunga ko talaga...

Napaka-Thankful ko kasi answered prayer yung pagging honor ko though late na siya dumating, well atleast. As the saying goes "SAVE THE BEST FOR LAST." so yun last na nga siya at hindi na ko mahohonor ulit. ahahah! malas me pero happy... so much. :D

Mabuti pa ang poste, STEADY.

2009-01-30T10:13:00.004+08:00

I just found this from someone's site. haha! sorry if I reposted it. :]

Mabuti pa ang kalendaryo, may date.
Mabuti pa ang school, may chemistry.
Buti pa ang chemistry, may lab.
Buti pa ang fireworks, may spark.
Buti pa ang test paper, sinasagot.

Mabuti pa ang math problem, pinag iispan.
Buti pa ang bees, may honey.
Buti pa ang farm, may chicks.
Buti pa ang halaman, may nag aalaga.

Mabuti pa ang bulaklak, blooming.
Buti pa ang salamin, minamasdan.
Buti pa ang lungs, malapit sa puso.
Buti pa ang nawawalang gamit, hinahanap-hanap.

Mabuti pa ang kotse, mahal.
Buti pa ang unan, yakap mo sa gabi.
Buti pa ang assignment, inuuwi.
Buti pa ang keyboard, may type.
Buti pa ang film, nadedevelop.

Mabuti pa ang telepono, hine-hello.
Buti pa ang basketball, may ring.
Buti pa ang soccer, may goal.
Buti pa si Michael Jackson, may moves.
Buti pa si Kobe Bryant, nakakascore.

Mabuti pa ang probability, may chance.
Buti pa ang hersheys, may kisses.
Buti pa ang film, nadedevelop.
Buti pa ang hininga, hinahabol.
Buti pa ang tindera, nagpapatawad.

Mabuti pa ang pera, iniingatan.
Buti pa ang report, may objective.
Buti pa ang patay, dinadalaw.
Buti pa ang nakakulong, binabantayan.
Buti pa ang radyo, pinapakinggan.

Mabuti pa ang poste, steady.
Buti pa ang araw at buwan, consistent.
Buti pa ang Rosary, may mystery.
Buti pa ang bagoong at kare-kare, pinagsasama
Buti pa ang sapatos, may kapares.

Mabuti pa ang stationary, personal. Dahil ako, parang notebook; filler lang. :(

SORRY... :|

2009-01-28T20:48:00.005+08:00

Yeah, I know that I'm such a stupid and numb best friend. I didn't mean to say those words to you, It is just that I don't want you to get hurt in the end. I don't want to see you sad or something c'mon this is our last year in High School and I want you to be much much happier than now. I know, I'm being too rude for always contradicting you with ***** but what can I do? I just can't take it, seeing you fantascize and yet get nothing. . . I'm SORRY LOKA! I didn't mean to hurt you but this is the best way to help you realize things. :|

nonsense post. sorry...... This post made me cry.. :((

HOPELESS LOVE

2009-01-26T20:17:00.003+08:00

Everyone seemed to be too emotional, heck who wouldn't? I can hear the hello of graduation and the goodbye of being a high school student. I've been praying for this moment since first year but now I just don't want to graduate yet. If only I could stop the time, and be with the people I love and be together forever. Hoo, I'm emo much tonight, even the songs I'm listening to. What the heck am I doing? I am really confused with different stuffs and I feel so alone. I'm such a loser. I don't know what's wrong with me.. :((

Happy Birthday to you!!

2009-01-26T12:12:00.003+08:00

Martina Ysabel Sales
bel

happy birthday. :)

IT'S OFFICIAL

2009-01-26T10:19:00.002+08:00

It's official that I would study at DLSU come May 2009. I didn't pass UP and Ateneo as what I have expected. HAHAHA!

I always wanted to study at DLSU since Second Year, but now I don't really know if I still wanted to study there. Yes, it is one of the prestigious university in the Philippines but I don't really know what the hell I'm feeling right now. Honestly, I didn't know what to expect and what to do. College is freaking me out really. Ngayon ko lang napagtanto na dapat pala nag-UST na lang ako, since most of my friends are going to study there. Hoo. Wrong decision, and now I'm left with no one. Boo, Loser talaga ako chestered and Loner once again..

Lech.. I hate it..

GO GREEN

2009-01-02T08:44:00.005+08:00

Ang saya ng start ng year ko, kasi nakita ko na yung results ng entrance exam sa DLSU at ayun pumasa ako 1st choice pa. Unexpected kasi sobrang nahirapan ako dun sa exam. Walang joke yun, anyway Congrats to me! GO GREEN! (ay ngfeeling) hahaha! :D

helloo 2009!!

2008-12-31T22:23:00.002+08:00

Thank You for the wonderful 2008, I hope 2009 would be as great as 2008. I hope all of our wishes would do come true this year. Let's kick ass this year. hooo! Hello 2009!!

merry christmas!!

2008-12-24T23:26:00.005+08:00

Since wala kaming unli ni meanie, online ako kanina pa! haha! gash. mali yung day na ng-unli kami natapos unli ko kaninang 4pm. Ayun, wala ng unli hanggang ngayon yamot kami pareho... kaya dito na lang ako mag-aaksaya ng time...

ang panget pala ng quality.. nkktamad baguhin.. senxa na!

MERRY CHRISTMAS SA LAHAT!

IMY ALL! :D

COLORGENICS

2008-12-19T21:33:00.003+08:00

I saw this from other people's blog, so I gave it a try. I'm shocked with the results, it is so me...
Here's the [link]

You are seeking protection against anything which might seem to be exhausting you or tiring you out. It would appear that you are seeking a life of security and physical ease, free from any problem or disturbance.

You are very talented, imaginative and sensitive but you are holding back as you do not really like going it 'on your own'. In preference you would like to team up with someone, someone with similar attributes as your own, to explore - to seek out and go perhaps 'where no other man has trod before'. It is the unusual that attracts you and which will give you a sense of excitement and adventure.

Nothing seems to be going right for you and you are thwarted every way you turn. You are not at all happy with the situation but it would appear that there is very little that you can do about it at this time. Sit back and let the situation take its course, because at this time you feel that there is nothing you can do to change whatever needs to be changed.

It would seem that an existing situation or relationship is unsatisfactory and you feel that there is little that you can do about it without 'some help from your friends', but you have no desire to show the world how vulnerable you really are and therefore you consider it inadvisable to display affection or be over demonstrative. You regard this particular relationship as a depressing tie and although you would like to be independent and unhampered, you don't want to run the risk of losing anything. All this leads you to react 'touchily' and with impatience, while the urge to 'get away from it all' results in considerable restlessness and stress. Your ability to concentrate may suffer.

You are fed up with other people trying to influence you and you also feel that it is necessary to protect yourself from the threat that your independence and freedom may be restricted. You would just like to be left alone.

It ends...

2008-12-18T21:49:00.002+08:00

At first, the thought "forgetting" you had torn me into pieces. I never imagined my life without your presence. I thought my life would be terrible without you by my side. I was wrong, I was indeed wrong, like any other people I can move on that I can forget someone like you, who had loved and hurted me in the past 3 years of my life. And now, I'm happy to say that FINALLY I had forgotten everything about us, everything that had happened, everything about you. I know this is what you've wanted, thank you for everything! We're still friends, k?

Goodbye to You
-Michelle Branch

Of all the things I believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears from behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days passed me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend and I say

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I used to get lost in your eyes
And it seems like I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light but it's not right

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

Ohhh yeah
It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you but I'm not giving in this time

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

When the stars fall and I lie awake
You're my shooting star

L-O-V-E

2008-12-18T09:11:00.006+08:00

St. Alphonsus 2008-2009

I never expected that I would be this happy with my classmates. I thought that this year would only be a hell year, hoping each day would pass, so that I may graduate. As time passed by, I got to know each and every individual of the class. Yes. All of us is unique and we have different characteristics,
but that diversity didn't hinder us to love one another as brothers and sisters. Not to mention the effort and love that was given to us by our adviser (Mrs. Julie Limbang).

"UNITED" then was the most popular term in all of the sections in the Fourth Year. Yes, we weren't
the first section to be "UNITED" so what?

Retreat was our first activity for the year as a class, everything went well except for the fact that most of us including me didn't really knew the real essence of the retreat. Honestly, I got bored and I want it to end so badly because there's still a wall that hinders us all to become one.

Sabayang Pagbigkas, this would be the start of hatreds, because every competition two things happens it's either the section would be united or collide. We argue on so many things, the boys aren't serious about it and Tricia on the other hand was scolding and shouting on top of her lungs just for us to have a good performance. Our costume, isn't as extravagant as the others have, a plain black scarf with unsole endings was our attire for the said event. We prayed 10 minutes before the time, and practiced again, and it didn't turn to be good so we prayed again before we leave the classroom, asking for God's guidance to each of us so that we may be able to perform well. And the judgment came, proclaiming St. Alphonsus' as the champion. . . All of us were victorious who wouldn't?

Next is the Song Fest, the main event of the year.This is the time when all of the sections would cover their doors so that others won't see them practicing, but we didn't. Trainors are allowed, and all of the sections in the Fourth Year hired one. We practiced really hard during breaks and dismissal, sacrificing everything just for us to win. Glee Club, on the other hand was also busy preparing and practicing for the Eliminations, I was torn between two roses. I gave up my class for Glee Club. Practicing only every dismissal. My mind and body was already giving up, with all the stress that Song Fest gave me. . .

Eliminations:
1st- St. Benedict (Umiikot, Sumisirko)
2nd- St. Alphonsus (Kalesa)
3rd- FLC (Bituing Walang Ningning)

The said winners are going to compete with the top 3 winners in the Third Year. The venue for the Finals was held on SM Marilao that made everyone strive harder to get to the top, claiming the big trophy and a cash price! Unfortunately our trainor didn't came on the day itself, special thanks to Mr.
Alejandro Manuel for playing the organ for us, for without you our performance would be a disaster. Everyone did their best but there's only one section on the Category A and Category B who would be hailed as "THE CHAMPION" for the 21st Marian Song Fest.
Here are the results:

Category A:
1st- II- OLPH
2nd- II- OLL
3rd- I- St. Lorenzo Ruiz

Category B:
1st- IV- St. Alphonsus (Lungaw)
2nd- IV- St. Benedict
3rd- IV- FLC

That ended the Song Fest.

September came.

October passed by...

November, was a memorable month because I think it is only this time wherein I got the chance to talk to my classmates and bond with them. . .

December, time passes by really fast as in literally, it's only 3 months to go before the graduation and I didn't want my High School life to end yet. :(( Aside for the fact that Christmas vacation is near it is also a hell month for us! We need to pass all of our requirements, so the teachers would have the grades come January 5. Thank God, I've done everything in time. Yesterday, was the Christmas party wherein all of us wore our civilian attire!! We started the day with a mass and afterwards was the Christmas party. When all of us were inside the classroom, we prayed and eat the meal. After that is the open forum with Mrs. Limbang, Tricia made a way to break the wall in our class, a wall that stopping some of us to interact with each other. A wall that would hurt some of us. Unfortunately, it was unsuccessful but anyway there's a time for everything. Our exchanging of gifts was held at the Amphi theater with a class picture. hahaha! That ends the year 2008.

Retreat

MTV

Song Fest

our gift to Ma'am Limbang

boys

girls

Alpho 08-09 (best class evah)

I love all of you guys! You made my Christmas
extra special. Thank you for the love and
happiness all of us had shared. IMY already!!!
Take good care of yourselves! We shall
see each other soon! ILY! :)

wee.. TAPOS NA ANG IP!!

2008-12-16T00:00:00.002+08:00

yes... tapos na IP namen! ang kailangan na lang paghandaan is D-E-F-E-N-S-E come January, hahaha! whatever. hello Christmas break!! I so much miss you!! haha! para kong tange. haha! saya-saya! late kasi pasok bukas kaya ako nagpupuyat ngayon!! Hindi pa namin feel ni iza na matulog dahil wala lang. Minsan lang ako magkaganito, sulitin na! May exams pa bukas pero ayos lang, yakang-yaka na yun! :D

this isn't the right time to be laaaazyy

2008-12-08T18:14:00.003+08:00

Nagpuyat ako kagabi, actually nung isang araw pa. Magkatext kasi kami ni meanie eeh.. K. wala lang...

12.30 na ata kami natulog, K. puyat na yun. Ngayon ko lang narealize na hindi ko na kaya magpuyat, kasi hello dati anung oras ako natutulog sa pagtetext. Tumitilaok na yung manok gising pa ko! haha! Konek? Wala.

Natapos ko na yung mga requirements ko, ay hindi pala. IP na lang....... For heaven's sake, bakit pa kasi kailangan ng IP?? Nababaliw na kami kakagawa and yet mababa pa dn yung nakukuha namin na grade. Shit talaga as in ~~S-H-I-T!~~ hahaha! joke. OA! pero nakakainis lang talaga as in.

Hindi pa ako nakakabili ng gift sa nabunot ko. We went to Robinsons Ermita yesterday and we watched TWILIGHT. ayun. excited ako at first pero disappointed na din kasi ewan, di ko siya type. Pero okay na din...Dapat pala talaga bumili na ko, sayang naman. Next week, baka di ako makabili kasi exams at speaking of exams ang weird ng schedule. Hayy, goodbye honor! Pangarap namin ni meanie na ma-honor, pero parang siya na lang ang mahohonor. Whatever, ayos lang naman kahit hindi, masaya naman maging Fourth Year- St. Alphonsus eeh.. Don't care much! okay I'm not making sense anymore.. bb. :D

Piggy oink oink

2008-12-06T17:40:00.003+08:00

Para akong baboy today. hahaha! wala akong ginawa kundi matulog, magtext, kumain, maginternet at maligo. O, san ka pa. Wala akong iniintindi, siguro sa Monday pa. Sa Monday pa lang kasi ako gagawa ng product namin para sa IP kaya minarapat lamang na samantalahin ang pagkakataon na ito. Ang mga pagkakataong ganito ay hindi dapat pinalalampas dahil minsan lamang ito mangyari sa buhay ng isang Fourth Year High School na estudyante, kung sa bagay minsan lang naman maging Fourth Year kung kaya't bakit hindi pa subukan ang lahat.

Masaya ako ngayon dahil hindi nasayang ang UNLITXT ko, marami akong katext at masaya naman ang pakikipag-usap sa kanila! Ibang-iba ang aura ko ngayon, hindi ko alam kung bakit. Masaya pala maging Fourth Year, yung wala masyadong problema, yung feeling mo bata ka as in yung bata na walang problema. Feeling ko kasi dati pasan ko ang daigdig, ito'y isang hayperboli ngunit ganoon ang aking naging pakiramadam. Masaya pala ang buhay, pero siyempre hindi naman sa lahat ng oras ay masaya. May mga pagkakataon na malungkot at may pag-aalinlangan na mararamdaman ngunit ang mga ito ay mga pagsubok lamang na lalong nagpapatatag sa atin bilang tao.

Ang lalim ko magTagalog ngayon, hindi ko alam kung bakit, marahil dala lang ito ng aking kasiyahan. :)

Party pips..

2008-12-05T18:52:00.002+08:00

Grabe ngayon na lang ako ulit nakapag-update kasi naman andaming pinapasa this week, lagi na lang ako late natutulog. Ngunit kahit na ganoon ako pa rin ay natutuwa dahil napasa naman sila sa itinakdang oras.

Masaya gumawa ng photo essay, design dito, design doon kahit na sobrang hirap niya iedit at ayusin masaya itong gawin dahil nagfflash back lahat ng ngyari nung field trip. Sobrang saya niya kasi sa mga classmates at syempre dahil last na field trip na namin yun. Ayos din yung mtv namin, si vanessa gumawa at isa kami sa pinakamaikli, pero okay lang iyon dahil rush na talaga yun as in; Dec. 2 ang pasahan gumawa kami Nov.30 saya-saya!! Speaking of the mtv, ang saya din nung gumagawa kami kasi feeling bata kami! Ang sarap maging bata!!!! sana balik na lang ulit!!!

Masaya ako sa mga nangyayari sa buhay ko, OO alam kong boring ang buhay ko pero ngayon iba na. Ito na ang oras para maging masaya naman! Tama na yung mga senti moments! nonsense ko talaga kainis.

May pangalan na grupo namin nila jenika at jaselle - - - japaje. Kanina lang namin ginawa yan, magkakasama kasi kami pumunta ng building para kunin yung paper bag ni Chuckie. Andami ko nang kaclose sa classroom, I mean lahat pala sila. Ang saya saya kasi last year tas eto na talaga yung pinakabest year ko sa St. Paul! Kahit 'wag na isama yung mga pasahan ng projects at mga away na nangyari, K. konek? ? ? hehe!

Tama na nga! Ang corneh ko na!! :)

THORNY

2008-11-18T20:28:00.003+08:00

WOOSH. Napakasaya ko ngayon dahil HIMALA ang pagtaas ng grades ko, akalain mo yun 3 points sa card at 5 ranks ang itinaas ko, so whatever kaylangan na magsipag ngayon.

WHATEVER... hindi ko talaga nagustuhan yung pagkakakanta ng National Anthem kanina, sobrang disaster pero i'm not blaming anyone sa glee club kasi ginawa naman namin yung very best namen. Sobra sobrang effort ni irynn sa pagpapractice and all kaya wala dapat sisihin.

[during the assembly]
DEBATE... nagdebate kami ni vanessa in english. hahaha! tawa ng tawa mga kasama namin, yung iba naman pinagtinginan kami kasi sobrang ingay namin and super non-sense. pero napakasaya at nakakaenhance ng speaking skills namin. simula ng assembly hanggang matapos english kami ng english, saya saya!!

[edit]
ang galing ng pep! ayan pinuri ko kayo, hindi na ako nanglalait, mabait na ako eh. weh??
may VS ako sa likod, di kapanipaniwala sana next grading O naman. haha! isang malaking ASA!

FLANK

2008-11-15T17:58:00.006+08:00

I woke up early today because I have to attend the Sampanaw. Not knowing what would await me in school. As usual, I was too slow and it's already 6:15 and I'm not yet leaving. Sorry for being such. I was afraid to be late, 'coz I know that I would have to do the exercise of the late comers. Good thing, it wasn't too traffic. I arrived on time! The first person I saw was Mary fixing her hair along with her is Nina and Tricia. I asked Tricia to accompany me in the washroom so that I can tuck in my shirt, then we've started talking different things (as usual). We met Tin-tin after we went in the washroom, she get her bag to Tricia, and we told her and Celina that St. James would be having a meeting on recess and lunch in preparation for the birthday of Sr. Dex. Unfortunately, only a handful joined us, we've decided to give him a back pack (personalized). Den would be the one who would buy the bag! ewe, i'm so excited!!!

[edit]
I was so deprived during the Sampanaw, we kept on marching and marching until we tire ourselves out. We kept on practicing but that practice wasn't enough, 'cause our platoon became a disaster in performing the marching thing. We felt ashamed of what had happened. err. :((

After the Sampanaw, we went to Princess' house to shoot our mtv. It was fun, we've been doing crazy stuffs all along. I bet our mtv won't be the best in our class but the experience is much more important than the grades. I learned to play the billiards! Imagine that, It never even crossed my mind that I would have the chance to learn and play the billiars. hehe. Enough of that, we watched the concert of the Japanese artists, I don't even know them. whatever. I'm not so in to that Japanese superstars. ewe. Tricia, Clarisa, Kayla and i rode a jeepney on our way home. We've been talking about different things and laugh inside the jeepney.

[crazy part of the day]
I left my chuckie at Princess' house. errr. What a shame!! ewe.. . . .

october blues

2008-10-12T09:52:00.005+08:00

This coming week na yung periodic test for the Second Grading. Imagine nakakalahati na pala namin yung school year. I can't imagine, malapit na pala yung INEVITABLE DAY na yun. Well, ganun talaga. I have to move on. WEH!

Andaming nangyari for the past few days/ week. First, nanalo kami sa SongFest. Unbelievable, as in. Anyways, Congrats din dun sa ibang mga nanalo. Deserving tayo lahat. eklat. hmm. Ngayon lang ako ng-update kasi nakakatamad. Ewan, nakakatamad lang talaga, and andaming requirements due sa Monday. Ayun, buti na lang tapos ko na lahat. Magrereview na lang talaga na isa sa pinaka-hatest kong gawin. Erase that pinaka na nga hatest pa. Shit, ang nonsense ko talaga.

Hmm, ngayon ko lang narealize na masaya na pala ako. Hindi ko madaling nanotice pero sure ako na masaya na ako kung ano ang meron ako. I never wished for more baka may bawiin din sa ken. Basta, I'm better off without you. I became a better person without you. Thank You for being such a good friend?

Narealize ko na tumatanda na talaga ako, may mga pananaw ako ngayon na ni minsan hindi ko naisip na magagawa ko. May mga bagay na hindi ko naman ginagawa dati pero nagawa ko na ngayon. Simple things siya for other people, pero big deal na saken yun. Achievement na yun! Mas masaya yung little by little naggrow ka, para maapreciate mo yung mga bagay sa paligid mo. Minsan kasi, I take life so seriously na nakakalimutan ko na yung mga maliliit na bagay. :)

hahaha!

2008-09-20T20:06:00.006+08:00

At last, kakatapos lang ng Second Summative Test, grabeng haggard ang month na toh. Assembly kahapon at congrats sa mga honors, hindi ko pa nakikita ang card ko pero parang ayaw ko ng makita. Tsk. kailangan kong magsipag ngayon, napakatamad ko na! You know. hahaha! Ang ganda "DAW" ng performance namin ng Sabayang Pagbigkas kahapon nung assembly! As in feeling ko ang lakas ng boses ko o nakatapat lang talaga yung mike saken whatever basta yun. Nagulat nga kami kasi hello biglang tumahimik tas si Dianne agaw eksena, congrats girl! hehe!

Songfest Eliminations na next week, walang classes sa monday!! whole day practice! wednesday ata eliminations ng Category B, sana pumasok kami sa Finals dahil sa SM Marilao ang grand finals at sayang ang bayad sa trainor!! haha! pero hello asa naman kami mas magaling ibang sections ng fourth year kesa samen. Pero NEVER LOSE HOPE!! :)

GOOD NEWS! PUMASA AKO SA MAPUA!
sana pumasa din ako sa ibang university!! PLEASSSE!!

Breaking the Rules

2008-08-30T21:04:00.007+08:00

I've breaked many rules today:

1. I did not give my meal stub to Manang early this morning.
2. I did the same during the afternoon
3. I didn't went to the matayataya game (weren't complete, that's why)
4. I texted someone I shouldn't suppose to.
5. It broke my heart again. . . :(

I thought this day would be great, but because I broke the rule this happened.
I've been broken beyond repair. . .
I love you even more, despite of what you're doing to me.
I hate myself for loving you this much.

I should've stopped from thinking of you, remembering our memories and I should stop LOVING YOU.

Sports Clinic

2008-08-30T19:31:00.005+08:00

Sports Clinic today, it was uber fun!!

Usapan namin nila klaresse, ara, suzanne at keng na 7am kami papasok, pero mga 7.30am na ata ako nakapasok, Nagsimba pa kami eh. Ako na banal? hmm, hindi pa nagstart kaagad yung program, kwentuhan pa kami tas kain ng Mobby. After ng ilang minutes dumating na ang mga blessed speakers, tas initroduce sila nung bagong PE teacher, duh sana sa iba na lang niya pinagawa yung pag introduce. Nakakahiya kasi wrong grammar tas hindi pa maintindihan yung mga sinasabi niya (k, enough na yung panglalait). Badminton yung event ko tas pinapunta kami sa lobby, di naman sinabi kung sa gym o sa hs building talaga naman. haha! Mas magaling yung matandang speaker kesa dun sa assistant niya, malas namen dun pa kami napunta. haha! Nakakapawis yung mga foot works, ayaw ko nun. haha! Recess after, grabe lugaw yung recess. Ang init init na tapos lugaw pa ipapakain, talaga naman.

Bumalik kami ni ara at suzanne sa gym, sa ibang events sila klaresse at keng eh. ayun. nagturo pa ng mga foot works tapos free game na! wala kaming dalang shuttle cock! Sa lahat na kakalimutan yun pa, talaga naman. hehe! Buti nakahiram kami kela Charie at nakapaglaro kami, ang crowded kaya ang hirap maglaro but I had fun. Nasakop na namin yung place para sa basketball, kung sino-sino nakalaro ko- si ara, suzanne at jasmine. Buti na lang umalis na ko nung umeksena yung epal. haha! nakaka-Sweat siya kainis napaka-init pa naman. tsk.

Naadik kami maglaro ni ara, basang basa na kami ng pawis laro pa din, tas after lunch!!! Ang baet ni manong kasi dinagdagan yung ulam namen, pati kanin tas for P50 na lang yung food, o diba. haha! Nakitable si emma samen kala namen siya lang yun pala kasama niya si cielo. hehehe! :)
Kinuha namen yung bag namen sa gym after kasi parang uulan na hindi naman natuloy. Binigay na din yung hiniram namin na shuttle cock kay raiza! May Matayataya daw hindi naman natuloy, uber asa ako na makakapaglaro na ako, yun pala hindi. HMPF.
Ginamit ko na lahat yung dala kong damit! hahaha! aksaya! Good thing, sinundo kami ni daddy at hindi na kami magcocommute ng kapatid ko. Duh, pagod na pagod na ko tas magcocommute pa! asa! Dapat sasabay si keng kaso kala niya may award sila yun pala wala! sayang din yun. Punta ng Tropical after, dami namin binili at ang sarap nung cornetto!

Dapat kasama kami ngayon sa isang handaan ngunit ang kapatid ko'y mahimbing ang tulog kung kaya't napagdesisyunan nang aking mga magulang na huwag na lamang kaming sumama! :D

Happy day?

i can't get up...

2008-08-17T16:10:00.005+08:00

ayun. Wala ako sa mood mgkwento, I'm doing this just for the sake of posting. haha!

sobrang nagkasakit ako last week, isang araw lang ako pumasok. Grabe ang dami ko namiss sa mga subjects, malapit pa naman yung exams. Wala ako nung first day of test, Saturday na ko pumasok. Aun andami kong namiss na chika. haha!

Natuwa ako kasi binalita ng nanay ko na magmall daw kami, susko buti naman at lalabas na ko ng bahay. After ng 10 years makakapunta na rin ako sa mall. haha! Grabe parang adik na adik sa mall. hahaha! Ayun nanood lang kami kasi pat 9 na ata kami nakarating. Gusto ko ng "My Sassy Girl" kaso patapos na yun, kaya yung "Rogue" na lang. Grabe kakatakot yung crocodile, napakalaki tas sobrang aggressive. Maloka loka na ko sa sinehan, sa sobrang tense. hahaha! Paglabas namin, sobrang nakakatakot sa mall, kasi sobrang dilim tas kami nalang yung tao. Except for the guards tska yung mga gumagawa dun. Ang layo pa naman ng parking namin, marathon kami. hahaha! Mga past 12 na kami nakauwi, sobrang pagood.

Sunday
8.30 serve ko, ayun as usual hanggang 9.30 na kami ni shekinah. After may meeting, si Fr. Alvin yung nag-preside nakakakaba nga eh kasi kala ko nakakatakot, hindi naman pala. Palabiro tas laugh trip nung meeting. Ayun, sobrang naghihingalo na yung Samahan kaya ngpatawag ng meeting, tas nakakagulat na 13 na lang kami ngayon. Anyway, hindi naman kami pwedeng mamilit sa mga taong ayaw ng magserve. Ayun tapos yung meeting ng mga 1. Sobrang gutom na ang inabot ko kaya pagdating ko sa bahay kumain kagad. Tulog after, pag gising ko net kagad updates. Ayun, halos 1 week din akong hindi nakapagnet eh ayun wala naman ngbago. haha!

Review na bukas nakakatamad.

Upcoming Entrance Examinations:
Mapua- September 13 7.30am onwards
Ateneo- September 14 6.30am onwards
La Salle- October 5 morning batch din ata
UST- November 30 (sa school na lang, tinatamad ako sa second batch eh)

i hope this would be the last GOODBYE

2008-08-03T18:03:00.004+08:00

Ngayon ko lang lahat napagtanto yung mga signs na dati hiningi ko, nagkatotoo pala sila ngayon ko lang nalaman.

Mahirap mawalan ng taong mahal mo, I've been writing about this for the nth time already pero hindi ako nagbabago. Mahirap baguhin yung mga nakasanayan mo, lalo na kung ayaw mo naman talaga baguhin.

Lahat ng signs sinasabi na mag let go na ako, HINDI KO MAGAWA.
Noon- Nagpunta kami ng St. Paul of Chartres Convent nung first year, kasama sa field trip- doon pa lang tayo nagsimula
Ngayon- Bumalik kami ng St. Paul of Chartres Convent after ng retreat- tapos na tayo.

Grabe. bigla ko lang naisip, antagal na pala bakit wala akong magawa? matagal ng dapat, pero bakit hindi ko tinigilan?
Isa lang ang dahilan kasi Mahal Kita, pero hindi mo naman naramdaman....

Susubukan ko ulit na kalimutan ka, sana ito na yung huli...

HAGGARDNESS...

2008-07-27T13:56:00.005+08:00

ang daming nangyari for the past week at nakakahaggard siya infairness...

Monday and Tuesday
Nasa retreat kami, hmm. masaya siya andaming food and stuffs. I was able to think and realize different things in my life. Syempre, d ko na yun eelaborate pa dahil medyo private. hahaha!

nakakaaliw nung papunta kasi halos lahat tulog except kela ace na consistent maging maingay nung papunta sa retreat house. Ang ganda dun sa retreat house ang laki, tas tahimik. nilibot namin yun tas ang ganda niya. gusto ko ng ganun na bahay. haha! After kumain ng lunch pinagpahinga kami, pero yung mga kasama ko sa room ayaw kaya ngopen forum nlang kami. Ayun, d lang pala ako ang nag-iisa. hahaha! Tapos retreat na kagad, nagka hang over pa ata ako, hindi kasi nakatulog. Ang lalim na ng pinag-uusapan nung retreat proper, honestly inantok ako. Maganda sana siya and very meaningful kaso hindi talaga ko mkpagconcentrate dahil sa antok. hahaha!

Friday
12.30pm ang uwian may disco/acquaintance by 6pm. Sinabay na din yung culminating activity ng environmental campaign. Nakakaaliw siya pero mas gusto ka na umuwi. hahaha! d ko napansin yung service ko, nsa may gym na pala nakarating na ko ng canteen. Susko binalikan ko pa ang init-init pa naman. In the end, dalawa lang kami na ihahatid ng service ko. haha!

Kumain kagad ako pagdating, walang tao kaya nag-init na lang ako ng pagkain. Dapat matutulog ako after kumain, kaso hindi na kasi dumating sila mommy galing US embassy. ayun nagkwentuhan na lang habang hinihintay si suzanne at joseph. 4.00pm ko pinapunta dito sa bahay si joseph tas sabi ni suzanne 3.30pm siya aalis ng bahay susko yung 3.30 naging 4.30 kukulayan pa namin buhok ni joseph. Nagpapanic na talaga ako kasi 5 na wala pa siya. Tapos dumating na din, kinulayan namin si joseph na hindi naman kumulay tas alis ng quarter to 5.

Pagdating namin ng school, laitan time with Suzanne. haha! ang sama namin, may pang spray ng buhok sila klaresse kaya humingi kami. haha! tas ngstart na, ang corny ng acquaintance. Disco lang talaga ang hinihintay ko. There's this one boy na naging uber sikat for a night. haha! nakakaaliw kasi tilian yung mga babae andun din si sr. bernadette. haha!

Sino ba naman ang gustong umiyak sa gabi ng disco?

Di ko akalain na magsasayaw ako sa disco, dapat kasi usapan st.james sama-sama kaso may kani-kaniya na kaming buhay, hahaha! kaya kami nalang nila emma, kahit konti kami it was uber fun and memorable. Nagwawala yung boys ng fourth year sa stage, iba pala yung feeling. hahaha! mas enjoy. Too bad maaga kami sinundo, pero ayos lang kasi i had fun with my St. James classmates. LOVE YOU guys. :))

Saturday

busy ang araw ko, kailangan ng matapos yung IP namin. Buti na lang natapos ko din siya. haha! made a new layout for my fs account. tignan niyo na lang, ang cute nung video and yung bg message ko, shoot nakakarelate ako. Tingin ko, it is the best song for me noooow! :)

Sunday

May kanta ang glee club by 7.30am. Ang aga ako hinatid 6.30 kaya nagsimba na lang ako. Tas kumanta na kami, ayun ayos naman. Laugh trip si ara kasi eh. hahaha! pero infairness napansin ko yun. secret nalang kung ano yun. labo. hahaha! naki sabay ako kila claudine pauwi buti nalang kakaen sila sa mcdo, malapit na sa simbahan. Dahil hindi ako nakapag-serve ng 8.30 ako na lang ngserve para sa 9.30 haha! o diba akalain mo yun, nagawa ko pang mgserve kahit pagod na. Hindi ko naisip na magagawa ko yun, totoo nga yung saying na

"If There's a Will, There's a Way."

Glee Club Training

2008-07-12T20:41:00.006+08:00

Saturday ngayon pero may practice/training kami, ang aga ko dumating tsk. 700 yung start pero 630 palang asa schol na ko. Ako pinaka unang dumating, buti dumating si maicka after 10mins nagkaroon na ko ng kasama. Late si sir. haha! galit yun sa late ah. Ang hyper ko nung umaga, ngjogging pa kami. Ang ayos na ng kanta namen, ready na sa Wednesday! Kumain kami sa Tapsi, hindi pala masarap dun, hmpf. Si M-Jay nahiya ata samen, hindi na kasi maubos ni maicka yung chicken niya binibigay na namen kay M-Jay tas ayaw daw niya, pero ang sama ng tingin sa chicken. hahaha! laugh trip talaga! Commute kami pauwi Clarisa, ako at maicka. Usapan ng kung anu-ano sa jeep, yung isang babae tingin ng tingin samen, bat ganun? Alam ko naman na maganda ko. hahaha! ang kapal talaga. 1130 nandito na ko sa bahay, naglaro lang ako ng psp hanggang 200 bago pa kasi yung game (GTA Vice City) ayun, mahilo-hilo na ko kalalaro kaya natulog na ko. Pag gising ko naglaro ulit ako, tas gumawa ng headband para sa Nutrition Month, gagawin pa lang yung sa RE at yung essay hindi ko pa nagagawa. So, sana matapos na yung dalawa ngayon para wala na ko iintindihin bukas. Excited na ko para sa Tuesday, may swimming kami ulit. hahaha! natutuwa ako magswimming ngayon. :)

*i miss my GS friends. :(

getting older

2008-07-11T20:36:00.006+08:00

Time Travel

There's this one lady that I had an encounter during our break for our graduation practice. She told me that her friend was thankful for the gift. As I had remembered she was accompanied with 2 other ladies. She gave me a smile and that's it. I never really knew her, I just know her as my batch mate, a student leader and one of the intelligent students of our level that's it.

Thanks to her friend, I came to know Khristine Joy P. Del Rosario. Since, I transferred to another school we only talk through text and ym. I never thought that she's so nice and all that stuff. I never knew a person like her. Honestly, I was amazed on how she handle all the hardships that she had encountered. I salute you for everything you've accomplished.

I never thought that I would have the chance to know you more, thanks for the time and patience. We've been friends for four years already. Even though we fight a lot of times, even if we never understand each other often times; I'll never regret that I have you in my life. Everything started from nowhere but we would definitely end somewhere. I know that you won't have the chance to see this but I just want all the readers of my blog how much I am blessed to have Tin in my life.

Happy Birthday Tin!
I love you friend. :)

it's been a while

2008-07-06T21:49:00.006+08:00

yay. ang tagal na rin since last ako nagpost. tinatamad ako/ busy. haha! yung busy, ewan ko. busy-bisihan. haha! pero promise, dami na kasing pinapagawa nowadays kaya yun. Dami ng nangyari sa buhay ko. Yung iba unexpected kasi naman after ilang weeks/ months biglang bumalik lahat. Alam mo yun, parang nawala tas nag-appear na ulit. k, ang weird ko. haha! sorry ang non-sense. anyway wala namang ngbabasa nito so okay lang. hahaha!

Today
Galing kaming Divisoria kanina, bumili kami ng isusuot ni Joseph. Less than P1000 ata nagastos ng nanay ko, oha. pero hindi pa kumpleto, papatahi pa yung coat niya. btw, Naruto shippuden attire yung papasuot ko kay Joseph, It's a cosplay of Naruto, excited na ko sa Friday hopefully ayos yung costume niya by that time. Nakakapagod tas sobrang sakit pa pag naglalakad dahil nag-pumping kami kahapon. Grabe naman, pero nakaya ko naman kahit sobrang hirap maglakad. ahaha! Naka-dalawang serve ako kaninang umaga, hindi kasi dumating yung pang-9:30 pero ayos lang sa kin. Masaya naman magserve eh. Yun, kaya hindi na ko sumama kila mommy magsimba, tas after nila magsimba nagpunta kami sa patay. so yun. May He rest in peace.

Yesterday
First Sampanaw: Charlie 1st ako nung una parang napaWOW ako. Nanghinayang pa ko na hindi ako natuloy maging CO, natuwa ako gawin yung commands. Tas sabi nung mga officers Charlie 1st daw yung MODEL COMPANY, nakaka-aliw lang. haha! Masaya talaga, may quiz pa written at practical. Pinag-community service bago umuwi, likod ng building nilinis namin. TAE, hindi nakuha lahat ng kalat kaya pinag-exercise kami. 1month and 4days na pumping, hindi ko kinaya. Sobrang sumakit yung paa ko, akala ko hindi na ko makakalakad. Sobrang sakit kasi as in. Nag-commute kami pauwi tas ngMcdo kami nila Maicka. Pinagtatawanan nila ko kasi yung dryer patigil2. topak. haha! Laugh trip nung nasa Mcdo tas after kumain umuwi na kami kasi hinahanap na ko. Tinry ko gawin yung pa pero sadyang nahirapan ako. Nakagawa na rin ako ng essay para sa Ateneo. woosh. May gusto na ko pasukan na university. Isa lang ang tanong, kung papasa ba ako dun. hahaha! bahala na kung san pumasa pero sana dun. hahaha! DEMANDING MUCH?

walang pasok nung Friday pati Tomorrow. Natutuwa ako kasi sobra-sobrang pahinga tas Acquaintance Party at Disco sa Friday. Swimming namin sa Tuesday so goodluck na lang sa ken. haha!

*To all my readers, sorry for the crappy post, I'm not in the good mood to arrange my thoughts so please bear with me. Thanks.

No classes!

2008-06-23T10:23:00.005+08:00

Thank you Frank, for suspending our classes today! hahaha! But I'll appreciate it better if you've extended a few days more.

Good thing, tapos ko na lahat ng gawain ko. Pwede ako mg-internet all day. Ang ganda ng gising ko ngayon, syempre may nabasa ako. Aside from reading Twilight, may nabasa ako sa internet. haha! Woosh. It made my day. Yesterday lang ako ulit nag-unli, I guess marami naka-miss saken andami ko katext eh. Ok, kapal much? haha! Inaya ako ni Lia na mag-TriNoma sa Saturday, sana magbago isip ng tatay ko. Gosh, It has been three or four years since we last saw each other and I missed them more. Sana lang bumait ang tatay ko at payagan ako sa Saturday and sana makisama yung schedule ko. haha!

Nakukuha na ko ng Application Form sa Ateneo, grabe may personal essay pa. Sa school na lang ako magtetest since testing center naman. Natuwa ako, kasi naka-envelope pa. Ang sosyal talaga. Haha! Isa pa nakita ko yung brochure, gosh nakaka-engganyo mag-aral sa Ateneo. Duh, as if papasa ko dun. Aside from that, ang mahal ng tuition, kamusta naman. Maghihirap na magulang ko pag dun ako nag-aral. Okay, asa naman. hahaha!

Napasa na yung UPCAT form ko. August 2, 2008 at 12:30pm ako mgtetest sa UP Diliman. Wala ulit akong kasama kaya loner nanaman ako. Yung mga classmates and friends ko, its either bsu-malolos or meycauyan college magtetest, so kamusta naman yun at ako lang ang nag-UP Diliman. As if naman papasa ako. Almost 1 month na lang siguro yung exam pero hindi pa rin ako nag-aaral. Anong magagawa ko ang tamad tamad ko? Err, sana matapos na lahat yung mga entrance tests. Palagi na lang ako pinapagalitan pero hindi ko din naman sinusunod. hahaha!

How I wish na March na ngayon at summer na lang ulit, pero sabi nga ni sir "Mabilis lang yan, hindi niyo mamamalayan. Sus, Mabilis lang ang 10 months." Nakooo. SANA NGA. haha! Gusto ko pumasa sa isang magandang university pero hindi naman ako mag-aaral. Ano yun? haha! Bahala na, kahit naman mag-aral ako wala namang mababago.

Okay, masaya ako ngayon. walang kokontra. :))

Incredible Hulk

2008-06-15T17:12:00.008+08:00

Bumalik na si Daddy nung Friday. happy happy nanaman. hahaha!

Nagpunta kami ng SM Pampanga kahapon, bumili ako ng mga coloring materials. Sa department store ako bumili ng gamit ko, tas dahil nccr ako napadaan kami dun sa may mga unan chuva, sabi ng kapatid ko ibili daw namin ng regalo si daddy. Sabi ko, isipin natin pagkatapos ko mgcr. Ayun, after binili namin tas pinabalot namin dun sa may gift wraping counter. Tas buti hindi nila napansin yung regalo namin. Ayun, naghanap ako ng pictures para dun sa assignment.

Maaga ako nagising ngayon, 6am parang hindi pa sapat yun. 7.30am ako gumigising kasi may serve ako sa simbahan, hindi na rin ako nakatulog after ko magising. Tas hinanap ko si daddy, binati ko muna hindi pa kasi gising kapatid ko. Tas kumakain na kami ng breakfast nung dumating yung kapatid ko para kumaen, tas yun ngitian kaming dalawa. hahaha! Tas naligo na ko, hindi ako nagmamadali dahil maaga pa naman tas binigay na ng kapatid ko yung gift namin nung naliligo ako. Hindi ko sinuot yung uniform namin sa pagserve, hindi ko feel kaya nag-white polo shirt na lang ako. hahaha! tas yun pagdating ko, patapos na yung misa kaya binilisan ko na yung lakad ko. Nagkamali ulit ako kasi kala ko iba yung lyrics na kinakanta nung choir, yun din pala di ko lang naintindihan. Tas sa end ng mass, binless yung mga tatay. Bumili ako ng donut. haha! Ang baet nung mamang driver, hindi pa siya ngtaas ng singil. k, babaw.

Pagdating ko, balak nila mgmall. Sabi sa rockwell, trinoma at moa ang napag-usapan pero sa Robinson's Ermita na lang kami bumagsak. Kumain kami ng lunch sa Causeway Banawe. Ayun, dahil wala naman kaming bibilin nanuod na lang kami ng Incredible Hulk. Naka-idlip ako sandali ang sakit na kasi ng ulo ko. Nakabili na din ako ng Twilight after 10 years, tsaka na lang ako bibili ng Eclipse. Wala na kong pera men, P500 na lang. Kailangan ko mag-ipon. Hell, naghihirap na ko. hahaha! Hindi ko muna yun babasahin, may pasok na bukas eh. May handaan kila lola mamaya, Father's day celeb ng Enriquez clan. Kainan nanaman. ahahaha! :)

Happy Father's Day to all the dads in the world. :)

school is back...

2008-06-14T15:52:00.005+08:00

Tuesday
Maaga ako gumising, puyat pa rin. Hindi ako nakatulog, errr pero hindi ako excited. Talagang hindi ako excited na mgschool kasi alam ko na pasakit nanaman to. Sleepless nights ulit, kamusta naman. hahaha! Bago yung service namen, sabi na eh kaservice ko si christine. ayun tas nagulat ako dahil pati pala si Emma at si Tana kaservice ko rin. k, reunion ng St. James. Ang aga ko dumating, tas nakakatawa yung mga tao nakahilera sa labas ng gym. hahaha! syempre dahil maaga pa naki-join na rin ako dun sa mga nakatambay. haha! Sila Ara antagal dumating, kila Glori muna ko sumama tas dumating na si suzanne. Laugh trip as usal. hahaha! Kung sino-sino nilalait naming dalawa. haha! bad us. Tas dumating na si klaresse, pinapasok na kami sa gym mgsstart na din yung program. Ayun, kwentuhan to the max. Tas dumating na rin si Ara, kinakabahan kami kasi hindi kami kumanta. K, hindi ko yun alam na may practice pala wala ko kasalanan. As usual, mahaba yung speech ni sister B. hahaha! tas pinakilala na ni Sir Gie yung mga teachers, gotcha si Ma'am Limbang ang adviser ko. Kung san talaga ayaw mo, dun ka mapupunta. Tatlong taon na ngyayari saken yan. Kung sino yung mga sana hindi ko adviser yun yung nagiging adviser ko. Tsk. Tas pinakilala na din yung sa gs, imbis na makinig nagkwentuhan na lang kami. hahaha! Tas pinapunta na sa building, ayun ok naman sa classroom. Tahimik kami, pero for sure iingay rin yan.Tas pumasok na yung mga teachers, ang weird lang ng set of teachers ngayon. haha! ayoko sabihin kung bakit. Tas lakad kami ng lakad, kaya pagdating ng uwian sobrang sakit na ng paa ko as in. May ubo pa rin ako. :(

Wednesday
First day na ng mga lessons, ayun ok naman. Maganda sana yung dinidiscuss ni Sir B kaso nakakaantok talaga. Nawawala yung focus ko. haha! K, may ganun pa ko. Ok naman yung mga nangyari. Masaya, nag-trespass na kagad kami sa ibang classroom. hahaha! Nagbaon na kami kasi mahal na yung pagkain, kailangan namin magtipid tas mahaba pa yung pila. Wala kong nagastos nakakatuwa naman. Nagyayaya si Klaresse kumain kaso nagtitipid nga kami so yun di kami kumain. Full na pala yung slots sa locker, kaasar dapat dinagdagan na lang. err, swimming pool kasi eh. K, sinisi pa talaga yung swimming pool.

Thursday
Pumasok na si Sir Al kala ko pagtitripan ako buti na lang hindi. hahaha! Gusto ni Klaresse na sa Dominic kami kumain kaso sabi namen nakakahiya tsaka baka umamoy so yun, sa canteen na lang kami kumain. Dapat papasa ko na yung Form 2 para sa UP kaso hindi ko napansin na kailangan pala ng picture kala ko sa Form 1 yun, kaya humabol na lang ako sa deadline bukas. Tas binayaran ko na rin yung precious na pirma ni ***. hahaha! kidding. Late na kami nakakauwi palagi, kasi naman anong oras ba naman yung uwian. Lech.

Friday
May seminar kami tungkol sa Mass Media, kay tinamaan ako dun. Di ko akalain na ganun pala yun, para kasing balewala lang tas yun pala may effect na sa buhay natin. Kaya hindi talaga maganda ang sobra. 3 hours yun, maganda sana yung talk sobrang haba lang. Medyo inantok din ako pero ngkwentuhan naman kami ni ervin at ni bene. Lalaki katabi ko kasi ang arte boy-girl dapat ang sitting arrangement parang bata. hahaha! pero okay lang naman din kasi masaya naman sila kausap. hahaha! Tapos laugh trip yung ibang sumagot dun sa nagbibigay ng talk, puro kalokohan pero totoo naman. hahaha! Buti na lang hindi ako nanonood ng mga ganun. ahaha! Ang panget ng pangalan ng officers ngayon, mayor mas maganda president mas mataas kesa naman sa mayor. hahaha! walang magawa, pagchagaan na lang. Si Tricia Mayor namin yabang galing St. James wala lang. hahaha! Friday the 13th pala ngayon hindi ko napansin. haha! wala naman akong pakialam kung anong petsa na basta gusto ko ng matapos ang fourth year. hahaha! excited much? oo, na maka-alis ng St. Paul hahaha! joke lamang. Masaya naman yung first week sana lagi na lang ganito. :)

this twist and turns of faith...

2008-06-08T20:01:00.005+08:00

May nakalimutan akong ipost, bigla ko lang naalala ngayon ngayon lang.

Actually, nagsimula 'to sa text ni iza, Thursday night I guess? yun, inaamin ko natuwa ako, pero nung maisip-isip ko bakit pa? anong intensyon niya? Ok na ko eh, alam ko matagal na 'kong okay. Iniisip ko nun kung itetext ko ba siya o 'wag na lang. Sayang yung ilang weeks ko na pagtitiis. Hahaha! Joke. Pero tinext ko pa rin siya. Hindi ko alam kung namiss ko nga ba talaga siya o wala na lang sa ken ngayon. Pero sure na ako ngayon na isa dyan yung sagot. Naghintay ako, pero walang reply kaya inisip ko na, "Hanep, ang galing niya. Natiis niya yun. Wala lang talaga ako sa kanya." Hindi ako galit or naiinis, wala na lang din sa akin yung nangyari. Sanay na ko. Hahaha! Joke! :p

Friday, very normal as in tulog at internet tas inuubo na rin ako. Sobrang hirap talaga ng may sakit. So yun, kahit inuubo at masama na ang pakiramdam ko nagiinternet pa rin ako, tas tinignan ko yung phone ko tas shoot, yun na. At first, hindi ko alam kung ano isasagot ko but then nagreply pa rin ako after ilang minutes. Tas hindi ko inaasahan na magrereply siya, tas ang weird ng feeling. Hindi ako masaya, wala na yung "kilig factor" pag nagtetext siya. Wala na yung "smile" every time na magka-usap kami. Parang "wala lang" na lang yung kausap ko ngayon. Hindi na gaya dati. Dahil wala na kong masabi, sinabi ko na lang na matutulog ako kahit hindi pa. O di ba, sobrang change. Dati rati kung ano-anong topic pinag-uusapan tas paarang kulang yung gabi para mag-usap kayo, pero ganun na siguro talaga pag nawala na yung "spark" na sinasabi nila. Pero, yung Friday incident na yun, yun na siguro yung tama/mabuting closure para samen, kahit I never said goodbye. "Goodbye's are not the end." Oh well, for now yun na yung end.

Ang weird nung post ko, actually hindi ko alam kung ano yung tamang words para sa post na 'to.

I think what I felt at the moment, matters most. And I'm happy to say that I have moved on. FINALLY.

Baygon

2008-06-08T10:08:00.005+08:00

Dahil wala akong maisip na title, Baygon na lang. Nag-spray ako ng Baygon kasi napaka-lamok dito sa may computer. Ayan mamatay na mga lamok. Lech, kasi lagi nalang ako kinakagat. Andami na tuloy "mark" nung mga kagat nila. Err, ang panget na ng paa ko. Tss. Puro kagat ng lamok.

Kahapon
Ang saya kahapon kasi hindi ako ng-ol. K, ang babaw. tinamad kasi ako mg-ol. Natulog lang ako hanggang 3pm. Pagkagising ko naligo na ko dahil sasama ko pumunta sa El Shaddai. First time ko pumunta dun, kasama namin mga tita ko at dalawang lola. Dahil wala si daddy, driver yung ngdrive syempre (si Kuya Joel yun). Mga 5 na ren kami nakaalis, tas ngkwentuhan yung mga matatanda, so syempre OP kami ng kapatid ko. Natulog na lang ulit ako. Ubo ako ng ubo, nakalimutan ko pa dalhin yung gamot ko. Tas kumain kami sa Chowking dun sa MOA. Malayo pa pala yung venue ng El Shaddai so yun nagkwentuhan ulit sila. Tas nagulat ako kasi dun sa venue sobrang baba na nung mga eroplano. As in, palanding na yung mga eroplano. Ang ingay pala nun pag umaandar. K, di ko naman pinapansin yun pag sumasakay kami ng eroplano. Tas umuwi kami ng mga 9. Nakarating kami sa bahay ng mga 11, dahil hinatid pa namin sila lola at yung mga tita ko. Hindi ko na napanood yung PBB, si Ejay pala nanalo. Grabe, ang swerte/blessed niya kasi pareho sila nung tatay niya na Big Winner. O d ba sosyal. Ayun, inaantok na ko kaso hindi ako makatulog dahil ubo ako ng ubo. Tas sa may baba na ko ng kama nahiga, para ako lang mag-isa dun. Ayun, nakatulog din ako.

Ngayon
Maaga ako nagising, maaga ng isang oras. Nag-alarm ako ng 7 pero 6 ako nagising dahil sa pagubo ko. Ayun, kumaen tas naligo. Ang tagal ko naligo, may sakit na ko. Tas yun, nagkamali ako sa first part ng mass. Nakakalito kasi yung mga songs, pero ok naman after nun. After ng mass, bumili ako ng gamot, naubos na kasi. Yung syrup yung binibili ko kaso kulang yung pera na dala ko kaya yung tablet nalang. Ayun bumili din ako ng donut dahil nagugutom ako.

life must go on

2008-06-03T10:52:00.005+08:00

I'll be posting random things today. hahaha

Sunday
As usual, I served every Sunday for the 8:30am mass. I'm with Shekinah, our new member in our group. We've been partners during masses for about a month already. And we're also together for this month. yay. We were supposed to be the one who will serve for the next mass, but Carlo insisted that he would be the one, then be it. We lacked members that's why. Hopefully by the end of this year, our number would be tripled. It's hot again. err. btw, I saw some Paulinians there. :)

We went to Antipolo with the Enriquez clan after lunch, It is our yearly "panata" to go there and attend a mass, in honor of the Our Lady of peace and Good Voyage. We're a little late this year. We often went there during May but because of their other commitments we then decided to go there, even if it's June already. After all the "panata" is until July 6or 8. We've waited for about an hour for the others to arrive. I was sitting with my parents. I bought my PSP along the way so that I won't get bored along the trip. I wanted to sleep, but never got the chance. We left at 2 o'clock we arrived there at about 3:30pm. The mass started at about 4 o'clock so we waited for thirty minutes. I chat with my sister, since she ride at the other car.

The mass ended and we bought Casoy and suman. We then ate our early dinner. btw, mom cooked the food. We were approximately 50 persons, who joined compared to 30+ last year. Although, some didn't go because of commitments, the trip was still fun. Lola Aning invited us to watch Caregiver in TriNoma but my mom insisted since they're really tired of the trip. After we've returned the things, we then went home. I didn't slept, because I still want to watch TV. I slept at about 1am.

Monday
We went to St. Luke's Hospital for Lola's check-up. We arrived there at about 1:30pm but the doctor was not there, so we've waited her outside and sat on the chairs beside her room, She's so 'tagal', after an hour or so, she finally arrived and told that my Lola's kidney is going good. Bad thing that her doctor for diabetes was abroad. After St. Luke's we ate at Kowloon's for our merienda that turned to be a dinner.

We watched Caregiver at SM Marilao, hmm the movie was fine. For me, it's not a good story but definitely would leave an effect to every viewers.
I looked for Twilight in National, but again it wasn't available. We only bought a roll of Mango cake at Red Ribbon's then we went home. I slept early since I was tired.

Tuesday
Dad already left, he went to LA to work there. I never had the chance to see him, since he didn't want to make it heavy for all of us. I just received a text message. Mom saw it and cried. It was our first time to be far from each other. We'll definitely miss you dad. We'll go there with mom, hopefully this Christmas. :(

that's all for now.

at last may net na din. . .

2008-05-29T17:16:00.007+08:00

grabe ngayon lang ako nkapag-net ulit after 1week. bwiset kasi yung magnanakaw. well enough of that. hahaha!

nakabili na ko ng gamit para sa school, excited much? hindi, ayoko na pumasok. lech. sobrang laki pala nung backpack na binili ko, muka kong grade school. ano ba yan. Nung November ko pa yun binili pati yung chucks ko. Hindi ko naman narealize nun na sobrang laki pala niya para sa ken na hindi naman masyado ngdadala ng gamit. Nagsisisi ako. err. wala akong magawa nakakahiya naman mgpabili ulit. haay.

People always leave. . .

2008-05-20T21:08:00.005+08:00

hay. tapos na ang review namen kanina, masaya naman? I guess. nagclass picture kami kanina (ayos ah) parang school lang. ayun. Navavibes ko na sobrang baba ko dun sa simulation exam. Parang ayaw ko ng kunin yung results sa Monday kasi madidisappoint nanaman ako. Lalo lang ako mawawalan ng pag-asa na papasa nga ako ng UPCAT. duh. asa naman na papasa ako dun.

Hindi yun yung kinaiinisan ko, naiinis ako kanina sa ym. Dalawang rason, una yung sa isang tao, na nayabangan ako; pangalawa naiirita ko na naiinis, na gusto ko magwala dahil sa nakita ko. Nagseselos talaga ako, alam ko wala akong karapatan magselos. Wala sa lugar yung pagseselos ko, pero tae "bulgaran" na yun. Nakakainis talaga. Sino ba naman ang hindi maiinis yung crush mo, nagi ~~i love you~~ sa stat sa ym. Bwiset talaga, kung mamalasin ka nga naman. Sana ako na lang yun. haha! joke.

May isang tao na HINDI na parte ng buhay ko (I guess) forever na daw ang aming hindi pag-uusap. Hindi ako nagagalit dahil dun, hindi ko lang talaga maintindihan kung bakit kailangan namin gawin yun. Napakahalaga ng taong yun sa akin, isa siya sa mga tao na ayaw ko mawala; pero siya pa yung gumawa ng paraan para lumayo sa ken. Malas talaga, Tsaka sino ba naman ang may gusto na mawalan ng kaibigan na sobrang pinahahalagahan mo? Yun pala wala lang ka lang sa kanya. Sobrang sakit, pero kailangan tanggapin. Hindi ko siya gusto, ok? Sadyang ayaw ko lang siya mawala. Sobrang iba siya sa lahat ng taong nakilala ko. Yun siguro ang dahilan ko kung bakit. Sana maintindihan mo ako. ok? Can we be friends again? Hindi ito yung first time na nangyari sa ken yung ganito, I think second time na. Anong mali sa ken? Sabihin niyo. . .

**waah. ang random nito. SORRY naman.
**Sobrang malas ko talaga.
**Am I not worth it for you? :((

tiring yet a happy one

2008-05-17T19:48:00.007+08:00

Since many had happened this week, I'll just narrate random and important things.

Sunday

We went to Pampanga, because it's the anniversary of my grandparents, even though Lolo Benny passed away six months ago. Their anniversary is on the 12th but they've decided today since it's also Mother's Day!

~Happy Mother's Day to my Mom and to the entire mom's in the world. :)

Monday
I've finished reading New Moon, yay. It's Monay's birthday today. Happy Birthday Monay! :)

Tuesday

I already have my books; I only borrowed Kuya Chris' books since the books were too expensive. haha! Practical reasons. I've been reading all my modules for tomorrow will be the Simulation exam in SCRC. yay! :|

Wednesday

This is the day, uggh. We were asked to wear our own school uniform during the test. corneeeh. The test were really hard, I can't even answer most of the questions since most of them we didn't even discussed during our lessons in school or maybe I haven't listened to my teachers when they've discussed them. haha! Anyway, there's no one to blame but me. A new anti-virus was installed and an Adobe Photoshop CS finally I already have one. I really liked David Cook's rendition of I don't wanna miss a thing! :)

Thursday
We went to Divisoria because mom bought some stuff which I didn't know. I only bought a crystal case for my PSP. After Divisoria, we went to Pampanga because it's Fiesta in Camba. At 2pm we ate our lunch, yay. haha! We went to four different houses and the food was delicious. yummy. We've finished there at about 5pm. Syesha was voted out in AI. That left us with the two Davids; hopefully David Cook would make it. :)

Friday
It's our second to the last review session today. Our room was great, for its view ONLY. haha! There were some problems in the power supply that left us fanning ourselves because of the heat. haha! Some suggested that all of us would have some bonding sessions in TriNoma; as usual I can't join them. :(

Saturday
Nothing for today, I only made layouts for our class fs accounts. haha! It's so messy. haha!

Chapter 20.

2008-05-09T16:40:00.009+08:00

I am now on the 20th chapter of New Moon, I'm so proud of myself because I was able to double the chapters that I've read, as what I have promised the other day. wee. I'm enjoying reading New Moon, primarily because Edward is in the scene. haha! Enough of that, if you want more read it. haha! It's much better reading than hearing reviews from its readers. Go, find it yourself. haha! I'm so weird with what I'm saying. I'm out of myself now. I don't know why I'm like this, I'm so weird. Sorry for being one. :)

I've listed 2 lines that caught my attention.

"Love gave someone the power to break you."

"I'd been broken beyond repair."

-Bella
New Moon

I love the second line, I didn't know why. Maybe because I can really relate with that line and also to Bella. I'm so much in tacked with New Moon, I must have Twilight! Twilight wasn't available in NBS and Power Books- Robinson's Ermita and I was desperate to read a book that's why I bought New Moon. I'm not regretting that i bought the book. haha!

I'm having a conversation with Maicka just now, and we talked about random things. I'll post our conversation.

maicka_nluv_tropapipz: patty!! juskoh. haha
patricia flores: bakit?
patricia flores: haha
maicka_nluv_tropapipz: ung stat msg q knina, nbsa ni ***! juskoh. haha.
patricia flores: grabe ka
patricia flores: nabasa ko din eh
patricia flores: hahaha
maicka_nluv_tropapipz: invisible pla xa. haha.
patricia flores: anu sabi nia haha!
maicka_nluv_tropapipz: pahiya aq/
maicka_nluv_tropapipz: juskoh.
maicka_nluv_tropapipz: wala pa.. ngsori na q. haha.
maicka_nluv_tropapipz: mkkhiya!
patricia flores: oo nga
patricia flores: kasi naman
patricia flores: hahaha
maicka_nluv_tropapipz: kala q OFFLINE xa eh. maryosep..
patricia flores: hahaha!
patricia flores: sino ba yung ***?
maicka_nluv_tropapipz: bsta. haha. pahiya aq k ***. ngsori aq, di sumagot! haha
patricia flores: hahaha! baka naoffend yun
maicka_nluv_tropapipz: ewan? haha. nhiya aq bgla ah. haha.
patricia flores: hahaha
maicka_nluv_tropapipz: anu ba yan.. di na q cnagot ng hayup na un.
patricia flores: bayaan mo nlang
patricia flores: hahaha
maicka_nluv_tropapipz: ngkkmabutihan na kme nun eh.. tz bgla aqng napabanat ng gnun. haha
patricia flores: bat mo ba sinabi yun?
maicka_nluv_tropapipz: paligsahan kme ni *** sa sta msg eh. haha
patricia flores: sauce
patricia flores: haha!
maicka_nluv_tropapipz: kahiya k pj. ngBBYE NA 2LOI.
patricia flores: hahaha mgsorry ka nalang sa text
maicka_nluv_tropapipz: bka ngdodota un. adik un eh.
patricia flores: ah adik pla eh
patricia flores: ayus lng yun
patricia flores: hahaha
maicka_nluv_tropapipz: cla ata ulit ni *** eh.
maicka_nluv_tropapipz: ewan'
patricia flores: tlaga? anu ba yan
patricia flores: on-off sila
patricia flores: parang ilaw lang ah
patricia flores: hahaha
maicka_nluv_tropapipz: di q xure.. featured ni *** c ***. tpos lge pa mgktxt
patricia flores: ahh ganun
patricia flores: ayus yun
patricia flores: hahaha
maicka_nluv_tropapipz: woi! anung aus? naiinis nga q eh.
patricia flores: baket?
patricia flores: i mean ayos na sila ulit
patricia flores: haha
maicka_nluv_tropapipz: nako. aukong mgkaaus cla. haha.
patricia flores: haha
patricia flores: bakit naman
maicka_nluv_tropapipz: eh, bka mgkblikan pa eh
patricia flores: anu naman?
patricia flores: haha
maicka_nluv_tropapipz: auko nga!! ouch. haha
patricia flores: may mac ka naman?
patricia flores: ryt?
maicka_nluv_tropapipz: oo. pro, gs2 q c ***/ haha
patricia flores: niak
patricia flores: andami mo naman
patricia flores: gustp
patricia flores: *gusto
patricia flores: hahaha
maicka_nluv_tropapipz: woi! dalawa lng.
maicka_nluv_tropapipz: haha
patricia flores: kahit na, isa lang puso mo so dapat isa lang din ang minamahal
patricia flores: hahaha
maicka_nluv_tropapipz: yabang! mga banat@!
maicka_nluv_tropapipz: haha
patricia flores: haha! pano ngbabasa ko ng book kaninang umaga
patricia flores: haha
maicka_nluv_tropapipz: eh bt aq, basa naman ng basa.. wala rng naiintndhan! haha
patricia flores: niak
patricia flores: haha! ang ganda nga nung binabasa ko
patricia flores: malapit na ko matapos
patricia flores: asa chapter 20 na
patricia flores: 4chapters nalng tapos na ko
patricia flores: hahaha
maicka_nluv_tropapipz: anung libro ba?
patricia flores: New Moon-stephenie Meyer
maicka_nluv_tropapipz: \hndi q alam un. haha
patricia flores: haha! tae yung first book nga ng series na yan out of stock na
patricia flores: kaya nasimulan ko sa second book na
maicka_nluv_tropapipz: ang hirap intndhin ng gnun eh. english! haha
patricia flores: ayos lang
patricia flores: haha
patricia flores: ngsawa na ko sa mitch albom-type of book
patricia flores: pati yung kay bob ong
maicka_nluv_tropapipz: aq nga puro HP EH
patricia flores: ano yung HP?
patricia flores: haha
maicka_nluv_tropapipz: harry potter. jusmio.
patricia flores: ahh
patricia flores: haha
patricia flores: di ako ngbabasa nun
patricia flores: haha
maicka_nluv_tropapipz: dun nga aq naadik eh. haha
patricia flores: haha! feeling ko walang thrill
patricia flores: haha! napalabas na eh
maicka_nluv_tropapipz: gage, ms mgnda pg bnbasa'
patricia flores: oo nga, iba kasi yung binasa kesa pinanood
patricia flores: haha!
patricia flores: anong hp books meron ka?
maicka_nluv_tropapipz: lahat. except lng ung order.
patricia flores: pahiram ako pag natapos ko na yung series ng twilight?
patricia flores: hahaha
maicka_nluv_tropapipz: trade. haha. pahiram dn aq ng ibang books.
patricia flores: anong books?
patricia flores: konti lang books ko
patricia flores: mitch albom lang ang yung New Moon
patricia flores: haha
maicka_nluv_tropapipz: kung anung mganda.. bob ong'
patricia flores: meron lang ako nung stainless longganisa
maicka_nluv_tropapipz: aus na un. nghhnap nga aq ng mg libro nun eh, wah qng makita
patricia flores: kk, haha!
patricia flores: mtgal na kasi yung mga books nia
patricia flores: haha

We're not yet finish talking but I won't post the later part anymore. haha! :)
That's all for today! Smile for me baybe! haha! :)

tiring day. . .

2008-05-06T21:52:00.009+08:00

i'm back to blogging! yay for me! ahaha! today was the last session for our review, the next thing is the simulation exam, that would determine if we can pass the UPCAT. darn. i know that i wouldn't make it to UP. boo for me. i had fun with my review-mates even with ate lea (aka ate chengker). I think I am so lucky today, because the mentor that taught us today was actually my crush. I got star-strucked with him last week, when he taught us Reading Proficiency but now he taught us Filipino Proficiency. (Sana makapasa ako sa UP para naman makita ko siya. *crosses fingers*.) As if, i would make it in UP, I doubt about it because I screwed up during our Diagnostic tests. How can I make it then? I'm so pessimistic, I should be happy because I saw him today. flirt much? not really, I'm not like that. :)

I bought a book last Sunday, and it was New Moon by Stephenie Meyer. I am already in chapter 8, gosh when will I finish it? I only read four chapters a day because I don't know why. I promise that I would double my chapter-read tomorrow, HOPEFULLY. I found the book interesting, but I have to finish it first. I'm actually about to cry when Edward and Bella broke up. It was something that I can feel deep deep inside me. I can feel the pain even the numbness that Bella felt after the break up.

i'm back!

2008-04-20T00:18:00.003+08:00

After a week of boredom because the internet wasn't working. Damn. I always spend my day sleeping, eating, watching tv and doing senseless things just to relieve my boredom. Ever since the last day of classes until now, we never go out of our house for some outing or summer vacation. Damn. Am I gonna stay in our house for the whole summer vacation? NOOOO. I planned to go to new places this summer but none of it happened. ugggh.

I am kinda pissed with one person now, I'm not gonna say who that person is but I am pissed. Don't worry this piss-iness that I am feeling will sooner or later be forgotten.

We are going to Manaoag tomorrow. That seems to be the start of my out-of-town trips. HAHAHAHA! I want to buy the tupig, it's delicious and I only eat that probably once a year because we only go to Manaoag once a year. I'm so excited for tomorrow! :)

I've already started my review classes for my college entrance tests. The first day was fine except for Math which I totally screwed up. Yesterday was our second session and I met new friends, I had fun with them. Except for the fact that I was quiet because I'm really shy (as always). We came from different schools and I had realize something about the people studying in Manila and us in SPCB. I won't say what that is but even my sister realized it also. Btw, I also screwed up in the Algebra test. Maybe UP Diliman wasn't for me. :(

*Sorry for the randomness and for my dilemmas.
*keep smiling. :)

who am i?

2008-04-10T22:47:00.002+08:00

Yesterday.

i had the chance to talk to a long lost kabarkada, guess who? it's elmo. haha! i kinda miss this person because she is jolly and all that. she is a year ahead of me, when i'm in grade 5 and they were obviously on grade 6. we were neighbors during grade school, i don't really know how and why we got close. i just found myself joining, playing and eating with them. btw our group is composed of grade 5 (me and lia) grade 6 (elmo, mara, and sylene). sometimes gracia (our classmate) would join us or eulamar (mara's special someone before). so that is my grade 5 barkada. haha! gracia is used to be our "kasabay" i don't remember why she suddenly didn't join us with our grade 6 friends. gosh. alzheimer's. i had a fun talk with elmo yesterday since i have a phone now. she's under by someone. hahaha! funny thing. i can't imagine her doing that stuffs. haha. sorry elmo. :) btw. maybe you're curious who elmo is? she is elizabeth morales, i think ate joanne named her that, because of the two letters from her first and last name gets? EL-izabeth MO-rales poof. ELMO! hahaha!

Today.

i woke up early because of the f*cking alarm clock. well. it's just okay because i will be the one to cook again. i cooked longanissa (the sweet one) and tuyo. i was planning to cook sinangag but i found that the rice was spoiled. tss. i am pissed because Philippines is having a rice crisis now and many people would fall in line in the public markets just to have NFA rice but us. what are we doing? we are wasting the precious rice. that makes my cooked food a little bit of sunog. nakaasar na kasi eh. lagi na lang nasisira yung kanin namin. haay. :|

no one knew.

2008-04-09T00:46:00.002+08:00

this blog is private for now. i'm trying not to tell anyone about this. hahaha! i'm such a weirdo. :D

i'm happy about what happened last night, guess what? it's all because of *name here* . enough of that, that person might read this. and that person might kill me. jokes. it looks like that i'm very happy about that, yes i am. but nothing special happened, it's just that i became happy because of our senseless conversation. and i can't believe what i have said last night. it's full of corny things and and it's very yuck. hahaha! i'm not like that, but because of that person. boo! :D

para ka palang droga, naaadik na ko sa'yo.
kung kelangan mo ng pagmamahal, nandito lang ako.

i think mom would buy me a new phone, sometime this week? gosh. i'm assuming things so much. i really do hope that she would give me one because i'm really bored here at home. btw. next week would be the start of my review. i'm so nervous because i don't know anyone there. boo. poor me.

*sorry for the senseless and weirdo post. it's just that my brain cells aren't working at the moment.
**keep SMILING. :)

random

2008-04-05T09:06:00.003+08:00

I woke up early!! hahaha! what an achievement huh? i am used to wake up at around 9-10 in the morning, when my mother slash father would woke us up with their early morn yelling. hahaha! kidding. by the way, i woke up at around quarter to 6. whoa, i am not surprised because i slept early. I've got nothing to do last night since my phone is damn broken. errr. but mom told me that she'll replace it with a new one next week. yey! darn. i haven't used a phone since february 25(this is the time where my f*cking phone got broken) can you imagine that? i can live without cellphones, the reason why i told my mom to buy me a new is that, I've got nothing to do this summer. besides i am going to a review center on the 15th, and dad told me that he would just accompany me at first so that i would get used to the routines then i would go there on my own. i told them, what if i got lost? where would i go? since i don't have any contact to them. what if something bad happened? hahaha! that's a great excuse though. i think, my classmates wouldn't enroll in the review center that i've enrolled in so that means that i would be a loner there. :(( Dad told me that he would prefer a review center wherein i don't know anyone so that i could focus more on the review rather than any things. okay fine just give me a phone! :D

tomorrow is sunday= mass day= i got a serve! finally, i'll serve at the mass tomorrow at 8:30am. that means that i should wake up early so that i wouldn't miss my serve. i think kuya chris would be my partner during the mass, so no problem. :) i hope that i'll get out of this boring house, err. i've only had three things to do for a day sleep-eat-internet that includes shower and toothbrushes. i want to do something this summer, that includes my review center, sunday serves at the mass, glee club workshop and an out of town vacation, where i could really enjoy my summer vacation! whoa, i'm day dreaming again. how i wish i could all do them this summer, since i would be busy when we go back to school. :(

i am really nervous for the college entrance exams, maybe because i know my capabilities and i do know that i wouldn't pass any university that i would want to enroll. errr. i'm so stupid na nga eh, compared to others. i'm not like this before but because of f*cking laziness i became timid during class hours and would rather enjoy doing restless things. i wish i could turn back time to fix things up. i'm so regretful of what i've done with myself, with my grades and with my life. i hope something great would happen this year, because my life is f*cking screwed up. okay, enough of the curses.

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2008-04-04T15:22:00.001+08:00

yay. first post for my blog. hmm. sorry for the crappy look. i'll just fix things soon. :D

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Yes, it's you again!!

ANIMO LA SALLE!

welcome to La Salle!

it's better to be green

dreamin'

24

you got my ♥ skippin'

hilarious

HOME

CWTS

i'll miss this...

SLEEPING TIME! :)

huh?! :D

i love you mom!

heart broken isn't it?

unreasonable :| :(( : \

jogging

16th birthday = UBER FUN!!

Together-Forever : ALPHO

roller coaster.... :)) :( :[ D: :D >:|

another unforgettable experience

yieee!

combo day... :D :) :]

Sports car (yung yellow at black)

first and definitely the last...

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SORRY... :|

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Happy Birthday to you!!

IT'S OFFICIAL

GO GREEN

helloo 2009!!

merry christmas!!

COLORGENICS

It ends...

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wee.. TAPOS NA ANG IP!!

this isn't the right time to be laaaazyy

Piggy oink oink

Party pips..

THORNY

FLANK

october blues

hahaha!

Breaking the Rules

Sports Clinic

i can't get up...

i hope this would be the last GOODBYE

HAGGARDNESS...

Glee Club Training

getting older

it's been a while

No classes!

Incredible Hulk

school is back...

this twist and turns of faith...

Baygon

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life must go on

at last may net na din. . .

People always leave. . .

tiring yet a happy one

Chapter 20.

tiring day. . .

i'm back!

who am i?

no one knew.

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